I’ve been so much better
But god knows that I’ve been worse
Wish I could live it backwards
Breathe it in reverse
You’re so dumb
And I hate it
So dumb
But I still love you
The same

All my friends are ghosts
That I only see on holidays
Once we were so

You say you've thought of
Undressing for me
Since the first time
You looked at me differently.
That's just our bodies.
And we all have bodies.
I just want to watch a good film with you.
I don't want to talk about skin.
I want to talk about
The way our parents

You say you've thought of
Undressing for me
Since the first time
You looked at me differently.
That's just our bodies.
And we all have bodies.
I just want to watch a good film with you.
I don't want to talk about skin.
I want to talk about
The way our parent’s

I wake up at two o’clock
The trash can smells like beer again
I look in the mirror
Feel like Nathaniel Fisher

I’ve got these photos of you
From three years ago in June
And back when we were young
I swear you looked just like the springtime
I’m dreaming about you

It’s okay If you’re living alone
It’s okay If you’re all on your own
It’s okay If you’re living by yourself

Get me clean because I’m losing myself
Get me clean I think I need help
Get me clean because I can’t do this alone
I don’t care If you get tired of me
I don’t

I wish you wouldn't try to kiss me.
I hate kissing you.
I hate to see you in my bedroom.
Hate it when I’m kissing you.
And all the things you want to tell me.
I hate hearing you.
Please don't tell me of your reading.
I hate books as much as I hate you.
I hate you.

When this winter comes
I'll be lonely that's a fact.
When i’m out with all your friends
I never know how i should act.
And there's some t-shirts in my closet
That make me think of certain days.
And there's records on my shelf
That only spin when you're away.
I've

This summer is so hot
And I just want to have sex with you
We’ll never pay these student loans off
I just want to spend my money on you
What I need now is some sleep
And a picture of my family
And the skin on your back
To run my fingers over a thousand times
God I

I’m drunk again
It’s just barely noon
I’m too young for all this
But it keeps me from you
And I’ve got shit to do
So don’t bother me
I’ll get home
Eventually
And these drugs I only take them
Because they help me fall asleep
I used to have no trouble
Bu

Today I stole some shit from the grocery store
Then threw up in the trash can at work
School is out and we aint doing nothing
Hey what did you expect?
I could be alone for hours
I could be with all my friends
Fuck, I just miss my mom
Wake me up when this year ends

I was hardly through with teething
When I met you on the kitchen tile, and you looked so young.
Well the room was shaking from the sounds we made,
and my arms they were filled with the dirt that they call young blood.

But on your screened-in porch, I would listen to the rain

Oh how I ache for the old days
Don’t let me fall asleep
Sinking back into my old ways
Fucked up six days a week
Yeah I called but I hung up
Another day another time
Go ahead good luck
I’ll be better when I die

I sleep like I’ve lived to long
Fucked up six da