Are you sure you know what you're doing?

Another sleepless night, overthinkin' my life
Things I shoulda done better, and I said I would never
Let it pass me by but, in the blink of an eye
Well I'm hittin' 26 now, and I'm feelin' kinda left out

Can't help but compare, all

Something deep in the water
Pulling at my brain
I try to swim even harder
But I think they want me to stay

Maybe if I do then I can find out
If the monsters I can't see let me drown
Think I'm falling now
I'm scared to death they won't let me out
So I hold my bre

Do you ever wonder how?
Or if you're really who you supposed to be
Lately, I've been wondering
Do you ever wanna know?
If you could forget what you once believed
Lately, I've been wondering

Well, I can't be myself imitating someone else

No, it won't end well
Y

Honestly
There's a little part of me that wants to wake up
And be a better me
I tried a bit of therapy, it wasn't enough

I used to think that growing up
I could be anything
Yeah, I said
I used to think that growing up
I could be anything

But I didn't get s

Wait, I thought we were friends
I don't know what you want from me
I guess I'll never see you again
Now that you don't need my company

I'm moving on, yeah
Just like you told me too
Just like you told me too
I'm growing up
Just like you wanted me too
Just lik

I feel like crying, I feel amazing
I feel like having a heavy conversation
I feel like dying, I feel like living too

I feel like running, I feel like staying
I feel like taking some kind of medication
I feel like lying, I feel like telling the truth

So how do I feel?<

I'm home again with
All my closest friends
But i'm on the fance and
Thinking about their distance

Can't pretend you're not living up in my head
I try to prevent
But you know
I cant resist it

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I miss you miss you
Only want to be with you
Fa

I'm burning up, can't control my mind and I know I'm hurting you
Do this all the time, don't wanna lose your love
I promise you will find a better way, a better way
To deal with me, get a better grip on my insecurities
Separate the present day from the history
I promise you w

Three days home alone
The cat won't leave the closet since you took all of your clothes
But she really loves the boxes that you left next to the door
But this doesn't feel like home

And now I
I've been fighting off the feeling that says
Go find someone to be with, it'd

I'm feeling something
I let it sit
Pit in my stomach
Know it's something
But don't know what it is

I started walking
Around the room
I fold my laundry
Make some coffee
I don't know what to do

Because
Without you
I'm a mess

Honestly I