So breathless the night carves her airwaves out of leaves
I am up against tattoos of scars and skin so cold so deep
I'm 20 ft and sinking faster than the ship I'm in
useless to jump or swim

I could hold my breath till I blow up
and make this all seem real no
matter how

Second list at home while
the comforting remains
unchanged and unsame
1000 yard stare And I can
listen with my eyes to stop
comforting your ears Hold
your arms out at length so I
can touch them

Wake up wanting
This is your message
You struck deep what most find hard to reach
Well god damnit you want me
But you don't get so involved
I'll do what's best and slowly dissolve

I'd hold the sun up just to wake beside you
Imagine what you could see, if you just le

There's a selfless soul I'm seeking
One that wants nothing, just look after me
Such is a seldom seed, planted far from the sun
And full of hope, she's not yet gone

Well lift your sleeves
So bare they might see
Your angles and errors
Arms that have shared you
Wit

When it comes and doesn't
fold before it's done
When it shades and plays
what you call a melody of
sense Your pretense
So hard to conceal what I
feel back when I was so
idly wild I'm awake now
tonight without sundays
mornings bruises on my
neck Quiet kind

Prop me up
And keep just one hand talking
While the other slips underneath
Steals inches from me

All the lights
Seem to dim on command
Lifting oxygen from eyelids

Calm yourself
Deep breaths
Quarter rest
Fill the lungs up in your chest
Careful not t

Sleep now say my eyes
because I'm so tired
But I can't sleep at all
or any if that all In on split
second it seemed to fall
away You caught my eyes
wide open and threw in a
flare and though I notice
this road seems long and
you are farther that before
and

Sleep now say my eyes because I'm so tired But I can't sleep at all or any if that all In on split second it seemed to fall away You caught my eyes wide open and threw in a flare and though I n

Reach out
For I cannot recall
Blurred nights, hands like ice
Spinning bathroom walls
And every soulless face
Seems to me a drowning fate
Cut slow they say
Think of a better way to count your hours

There's a problem with the sky tonight
And we've been wonderi

And I can still remember
nights filled with forty-fives
Only the lonely tend to survive
Only the lonely can remain
alive And you can only
rethink memories so much
And I can wake up sniffing
out the bedroom I can't
remember anything
Summer was the best thing

two cigarettes
lying close together
trying their best to forget
the heating in their chest
one says "i'm sorry
if i made you sad
i just wanted to kiss you
to say that i had"

nights like this
it's you i miss
is this the effect you expected to get
so c

Let's give up
Let's give in
Desperate, pathetic, the same place I've been
Sing all night
Sing all night
Sing all night long

I had it, a feeling of failure sucked dry
Lost like a camera's wide open eye
We've lost it a feeling for staying alive
Free from infec

Hey pretty what's on your mind
nothing here an endless night
I'm fed up and sick tired of me my
thin boy voice ruins everything
Oh sweetheart don't say such things
we don't know who's listening
don't talk don't smile silently walk
on by my Emily says,

"Oh Ladd

lost yourself in the couch
swimming with all the change again
waking up indifferent day after day
just one constant slap in the face keeps you awake
waking up inside bleeding through the eyes
caught up confused all the anchors sigh
strapped to the floor
nothing left

a voice says don't bother screaming
day one has come and gone away
served on this diet of needles and knives
convincing myself to stay alive

are these the eyelids you tried to save?
(i drink to forget your face)
we all know what goes on,
and we know just what you've

The thin part is feeling so seperate
This bedroom, a voice, and a mattress.
It says, "Don't sleep, don't think, just drink."
You'll find yourself faster when passed out cold.
(Where are you tonight?)

This is the last time I'll fear your face
Alone with my brothers they

Taken back you favorite
wet soaked anecdotes
I can't see the clock from
here Constant confusion
bloodloss contusion And
maybe I should not try
harder To see myself in
you grapple the bedpost
cracking the frame And
maybe I should just try
harder throw mysel

I think I'd be lying
if I said I don't enjoy this.
waking up soaked in sweat
wondering who you're laying with.
the sinking center in me
dips to reach that perfect place
where we've all been trapped before,
caught living in the life you missed...

the reason, had

Innocence is topped not
lost just overung And
there's times I would forget
but I Knew I didn't
want to lose you little 9
year olds Where bareskin
boys plot shirtless ploys
to steal the evenings and
then turn the night to day
You always try to minimize your lo

spring play written for the obvious in mind
you rise and analyze secret little kneeshakes
that keep you up all the time
we surround in circles, try to get up
one more false move
one more action i can't forget anything else
in the event that i might slip up i'm telling yo