My relations with the man above lately
Indecisions have been breaking my sanity
Contamination of a twisted society
Retaliation when I’m full of anxiety

And I was born to be anything I wanted to be
Raised to be fucking mean
I’m a masterpiece
Blasphemy meet again in a

In my head
All this pain
And the words that I cannot say

I'm trying
I'm trying to be
The man that you wanted to see

I'm tired and I'm hurt
And I always try to put you first
But you say I'm not worth it to you
So why are you worth it to me?

Broken, br

Was it all in my head?
Was it meant to be?
Thought I'd love you to death
Now you're dead to me
I still fucking, hate you, hate you, hate you
What are you doing to me?
Thought I'd love you to death
Now you're dead to me

You fuckin' love me, I'm crazy
Yeah, ye

You'll never find all the things you want Breaking free from the chains that haunts you They will haunt you From the watergates to the break of dawn Keep finding the things that turn me on Tur

You're looking skinny, you sleepy head
Well, have you gotten out of bed?
Have you gotten out of bed?
Getting concerned about my lonely friend
Have you seen yourself today?
You're gonna need a haircut and a shave

I can see behind your eyes
Oh, your mind is getting wa

Crawl away into the sky
Crawl away into the light
It's been forty days
And I've lived forty lives
And I will crawl away
From all my darkest nights
Into eternal life, oh-oh
Into eternal life

Feels like the worst days I'm alive
I still drown in paradise
Di

You’re comin around
But you act so cold
So cold, so cold
Is something wrong
'Cause you just say no

No, no, no, no
You torture me
But I just won't scream
I'm dead inside
Even in my dreams

You're fucking with my head
Yeah, yeah
You're fucking wit

I woke up to the sound
Of a man who's always been
But never been around and he told me
How to change my ways

And stop with the childish games
So I told the man no
I'm never ever going to change
This's who I am

Going to feel my own pain
Haven't been here in

Hate to say it, tragic, face it
You've gotten me under your spell
She's an angel, blue eyes, blond hair
This angel, she came from hell

I'm saying goodbye to all the stupid heartbreaks
And all the little mind games that you try
I'm saying goodnight
If I'm just being

Living fast
Without a good reason
Like the leaves
Change with the seasons
I drift away
So far away
Lie awake
Watching the night sky
In the clouds
See my life go by
I sleep alone
Nobody’s home

They say
It’s better to burn out
Than slowly s

I'm feeling like a stranger
‘Cause I'm stuck here
Living like my parents is my worst fear
They had some kids
And got lost in the suburbs
Working jobs they hated made them suffer

I’d rather die
Than live my father's life
And pretend like I'm satisfied

So li

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Na-na-na-na-na-na-na
Na-na-na-na-na-na-na
Na-na-na-na-na-na-na

Sometimes, I've been losing my mind
Running out of faith (na-na-na-na-na-na-na)
(Na-na-na-na-na-na-na)
Lonely, I've been feeling lonely
Put me in my place (na-na-na-na-na-na-na)<

So sick and tired of being alone
So long, farewell, I'm on my own
I'm sorry mom, I've got to go
I dug this grave I call my home

My life don't mean that much to me
So I'm living for you
Yeah, I'm living for you

And you can't stand the sight of me
So what's the

You fall awake again
You're sleeping with your friends
You don't know where it ends
Then it's back to bed again

Love the void, my friend
You don't know where it ends
Your time will never stop
Tick-tock on the big clock

I'll never, never let you go
I never

Mr. Doctor Man questions his hands
Lost his mind, clinically fine
But he found a way to cope, needle in his throat
Falling down, but the world is spinning round and round
He knows

Up down, but the world keeps spinning round and round
I see this place ain't big enough fo

Livin' in the moonlight, lookin' at the hills
But the hills don't shine right
Lookin' at her nose but the shit don't blow right
Gesundheit
Your mom say: You can change your face but the pain won't go away
Addicted to the fame but the fame is momentarily reality

The cree

I wake up every day at noon
Eyes are black and blue by two
I′m getting used to the abuse

Monsters are breaking down my door
Slammed my head against the floor
They spilled my blood but they want more, more, more

Nowhere to run, nowhere to run
They're chaining me up

All the things that I once feared
All the whispers in my ear
All the friends I thought I knew
All the people I outgrew
All the nights I wasted tears
All the disappearing years
For a while was in denial
My mother's least favorite child

All these fucking voices in

Go on, make my day
Go get high on my mistakes
Give me more complaints
You’re real, I'm just a fake

I wake up, I'm so glad
I can be your punching bag
Go on, make my day
Go get high on my mistakes

Go ahead and mold me
They bought me and they sold me
I'm

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