How far can I go?

When life becomes judged as a waste and loss
What else is there to lose?

Once you do it
It feels so scaringly good and easy
You just can't stop
Or ever go back

Each time the border line
Gets moved beyond my reach
And the bottom shifts l

I am taking a stand now
You will hear me

I refuse to do anything with this world
I am becoming something now

You all are just footprints
On my way to becoming the apex of creation

I have sinned against your humanity
In pursuit of insatiable indulgence
Shatte

Walking the paths
Of urbanmaze
I've grown tough
With facts to face

I reached the hard ground
And much futher below
Giving out no damn sound
Of complaint with what i saw

I've been alone
A wolf leading its pack
You come and go,
I don't give a fuck.</

The hollow loss has crept into my life
And shaped it to be its home
I fall asleep into a tar black hole
And wake up into the shades of the past day

I am Centurion
For there are hundreds of me alike

Here today gone tomorrow
Born of emptiness and sorrow
Into sad

Black red eyes
The dark pours out from the scars
With his invitation to the bloodthirsty dance
The psycho clown shivers in the delirious trance

Everything that belongs to you -dead
All things that you have - bad

The machine behind you tries to cut off your head
Th

Broken wings upon me,
Disappointed's tears
Perverse fortune wakes up
Magnitude of my exist

Waiting for sentence of the death

Suspended in huge vacuum
I still count of fast solution
Imprison pieces of soul
Only aim to destruction

Waiting for the death

Ina heart crushed hard
A cold diamond is stuck still
Let me understand:
Who i am? what should i feel?

The sense of existence, so grey
Got stuck in my past day
How long, please tell me
Will i search for thee?

In the mirror made of diamond
With the dream rea

Don't presume you know me
I let you look through the key hole
Just to hear your heart beat
And smell your fear

You are made for obedience
I'll yield to overpowering desire
To transform my thoughts
Into your memories

I've lost my soul somewhere
I guess I've

Don't cling fear
And don't try flee either

I am here for a reason
I'm watching you giving in
To your compulsory instinct
Being caressed by random arms

How far will you go
in your disillusion muck reality?
How long will you fall
in your putrid debauchery?</

Some people are born, yet are dead
Some people try to live instead.

Some people need others around to live
Some people can neither take nor give.

Some people have more than enough
Some people say life is tough.

Some people see only injustice
Some people would la

I scout holes in people
Holes that can't be filled
I sense your broken spirit
That will never be healed

You are still waiting
For your greatest day to come
In this rough world out here
Where people when they get from you
What they can get from you
They get m

Can't decipher the human code
It's getting harder to know what's real
Don't know how to live among you all
Immune and indifferent, I just can't feel

Can't live your life
Diminished to a number
Dwarfed to a cubicle of flesh
Chasing time like a rat on a wheel
You

He just want
To sleep for another day

Longing for jis mother's craing arms
He ended up where people pass away
Leaving behind no memories or names
In a place where tried rain cleans urba veins

All the pain
Doesn't fell the same
As he remembers it

Somehow

With every sip
Im getting more alive
With every sip
I feel like tasting life

The more i want , the less i am

Fighting the gag effect
I�m striving to endure
I'm swallowing the sting
To feel I can still feel
Tilting the bottle
Against the backdrop
Of

My gaze shattered your blissful asylum
Look into those pits of misery again
The only eyes that don't reflect your beauty

I'm of the ancient breed
More callous than Kagathos though

Mine are the Merciless Acts against Merciful
Stemming from my Insatiable Lust for Life</

I died last night
No one noticed
Blood froze in my veins
I forgot how to breathe
Limbs went numb
I ended up defiling the bed
I was born in

Woke up into worse world
Didnt get released
Im still pushed to carry on
my reoccuring deaths

There in no heav

Have you ever been mistreated?
Have you ever felt so lonely it hurt?
Have you ever hurt so much you wanted
To disappear?
Have you been used and abused to the point
You couldn't look in the mirror?
Have you been victimized? Humiliated?

Have you?

Because i haven

Remember, and don't forget
It's a hard lonely ride
Once you get on the track
It fucking hurts inside

I'm cold deep inside
I squeeze the glass
Can't be a particle
Life won't just pass

Numb inside with the booze
I anticipate and can't help
It's sudden bu

The Dark Chevalier awaits the dusk
To follow the scent You would mask
With immortal affection his tongue he dips
In the sanguine little pond that monthly drips

Let your softer lips dew his
With a mightly bloody kiss

When you lie to rest at night
Don`t clog the san

Vortex of my Hunger draws you close
Oblivion promise in my gaze
Penetrates you deep to the core

I will be Inhaling your Curiosity
Licking your wet Anxiety
Smudging my Anger onto your Delicacy
Sucking on your Naivety

Touch my Callous skin
Drive your Nails into