Kill your brain
Before it kills all of us
Feel your pain
I'll rid the earth of myself

Lead in the gun
Pull it just once
Lead in the gun
Look up

I'll keep my mouth
Shut and stare at the Sun
Bury the lies
We're all terminal

Lead in the gun

I know it's another day
It's hard to keep away
I know it doesn't feel right
It's fine, we'll take it slow

Haven't seen you in a while now
But I see it pretty clear
That we won't speak for a while now
Here

I know that you'll forget
Your words and what they

My heart of gold is freezing
Let it go, you’re better off
Wipe your nose, it’s bleeding
You cry alone when you’re overwhelmed

I just wanna feel that
But I don’t wanna feel bad

You won’t find me there, I’ve locked the door
He’s leaning over now, there’s no coming d

When you wake up so softly
Have you had enough?
All alone you stay there without a sound

You fall down
Say it’s not so
You fall into me
Caroline

Don’t go
Say you’re onto something else you found
But I know you’ll come around

When you wake up so softl

When you feel left out take this with me
The feeling is cool in motion
I'm numb from the waist down, feeling sorrow
We spend another night alone, feeling nothing
It all falls out and leads to nothing
Its wearing off, it feels cool in motion
I'm numb from the waist down, f

Throwing up now
Clean your nose
Laying around while I decompose
Feeling nothing and it feels so good
I’m fading out now
I’ll see you around

I’m crying out with no voice
You have no choice but to die now

Break it open just to spit it out
It makes my mouth n

Through the door, open wide
Haunting thoughts, heart bled out dry

No separation
The space from the energy
A blackened portal
Where the teacher is the enemy

You'll rest
Your head
On tethered threads

Vulnerable like the light seeping in
A brightness to

It's all in a line
It’s blue dust this time
My nose is running dry
It's fine, it keeps me high

It's like you’re already dead
You're a trainwreck to them
Looking desperate for friends
And I'm too numb to care

It's orange this time
Put my face to the line

Evangeline, with your wings
Why do you look as though you’re lost?
Evangeline, in my dreams you come to me
And when you leave I never know
Where you are or where to go

Evangeline, she’s the breeze
I feel her beside me
But I have so far to go
Evangeline, she’s a

Life sheltered felt easy
But I feel nothing which is the problem
I've been far removed
Watch the life pour out and only I know why
Days turn to months and years
Watch the fluids drain, I don't mind
Wait as you and I become one
Numb to the feel of your cold embrace

I feel a bit of pleasure now
Scratching through, my skin is torn now
Pull the knife out, crawl in to me

It feels like sand
It feels like sand

I fall when it gets dark out
Scratching through, my skin is torn now
Pull the knife out (of me)
Crawl in again (to me)

Fine day to see you go
It's better than those days we spent
You're just not the same at all
Running off the pain again

All the nights I found
The images run cold
Never mind that sound
It's better to call them accidents

Fine day to speak no more
It's better

Like to see
The way that's gone
It turns to solitude
Put the record on to remember

Forsaken me
I defer (don’t go, don't go)
And it's all I know (dying, dying, dying)

When we see
That it’s all so wrong
Speaking over me
Take the jacket off
I remember

Worn out
Sinking down
The weight is hard to carry
It pulls us out

Into the silence now

Alone again is time well spent
Alone, forever falling

Face the guilt now
Drag it out
Face the guilt now
Bury it, dig it up
How long before we learn to confront

It’s decided we’ll never know
It’s not important to them
Waking up now is such a bore
Crush it up and you’ll see

Cut it out
It’s hard to swallow
Cut it out

Talking to you is such a bore
Wake me up when you leave
There’s a pill for me by the door
Crush

Time slows through this dimension
This is real, I feel it now
Leaving with them

Time runs slow in another dimension
Blood is wine
It's a different generation

It's bright
Left is right
But you're still cold
Just fall asleep, just leave your head down

Sleep alone
Mourn your loss
I watch you lose it all
I watched you burn it all down
I watched her eyes as she cried
Tell me, does it hurt?
Deranged / out of line
I want to make it hurt
Mourn alone
Sleep it off
I watch you lose it all
I watched you burn

We want it all
And I don't care how
It's okay to say you want more
The silence weighs
Can you feel it now?

It's like
My head's numb today
Your eyes burn in ways
They don't know again

You won't listen
I don't care now
Not enough to stay around
T

How can you see
When you are blind with those eyes?
Lie yourself down
Enjoy yourself
Just for a while

I’m sure we’re alone
That’s good to know
I’ll try to be better
But I know I’ll never

Cry me to sleep
I am nothing at night
Drag yourself down