Do you still think of me
when you lay yourself to sleep
or am I just
a bore
someone for you to ignore

I am something unreal

I haven't always been like this
I really am a hopeless optimist
I used to see the world
as one

this life is a game
a silly

If i am here
And you are here
How come i am
So alone

I'm not like you
I'm not the same
I'm still apart
In solitude

I'm a stranger in my own home
I'm a stranger amongst my own

I am empty
Through your eyes
I know with you
I stand aside

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No need to think
shut down your brain
don't use your mind
follow the line
time stands still
only we move
being aware is what
makes us fools

when I'm by myself
I'm still a part of
you all
that's how it goes
I can not change
the roles

som

I am ashamed today
As i have been always
It is printed on me
I have grown within

Always
I've always been confused
And it never
Never seems to stop

Don't you know how the world ends?
Don't you know how the world ends?
Don't you know how the world ends?<

I need fixing
You don't know how bad it gets sometimes
It's not a pretty sight
It's not something I like to talk about

It's not just the hurting
It's what I do when she's not watching
Yeah it makes me sick too
I can't explain it
It's like I've lost all honesty</

You are dead to me
there's no life in you
you locked me out again
I am still open

for you there is no
middle ground
everything is amplified
everything is absolute/everything
to you

I'm so limited
I live inside this head
I'm my own deadlock
you

Feel my heart
Do you think that it's cold?
'Cause something inside me
Is rearranging

Not again
Who am I with today
I won't remember
It doesn't matter

This is not the life I wanna live
This is not the man I wanna be

Help me stand
Otherwise I might

Like little spiders
You're all over me
When fear turns to panic
It is hard to breath

My skin is getting tense
It's hard to sit still
I know you're watching
And i know for sure

And everyone else is so much more
I know your reasons, i know what for
And e

I promise
I won't make you sad
Look away
I don't want to lie

There's still
A part of me that's pure
Untouched
I offer it to you

Nothing good will come of this

There's not much you can do
Not much you can do
When your passion
Has ran out
T

In this place
I get so safe
It makes me forget I still care

When it gets like this
When it goes this far
You never know what's gonna happen

You never know where you'll end up
When it gets dark
You never know where you find yourself
For you the time stops</

You
I know who you are
You're the one making my mistakes

My hands are paper
Rip them off and throw them in the wind

You're the rain
Pounding on my face
Cutting me
Cutting me

When you're around and I am gone
When you decide what I'll do wrong
I ge

Everything is massive around me
In my private reality
With all this controlling me,
What can i do but

Sit and wait
For it all to happen
Sit and wait
For it all to take place

As the night arrives i try
To hold my thoughts,
To keep them tied
I'm kind

I've got a stone inside me
I don't have a heart
I've got a stone inside me
I hide behind it all

Inside me
Mountains are moving
Inside me
My world is turning

I'm lukewarm
I'm not cold
And i shine pale light

They've taken away my colours
I'm le

I am alone
In here
Nothing is said or done
today
Plenty of time
to think
Plenty of room to be
alone

Everyday
I smile to hide my rage
I stretch
And everyday
I bet ya do the same
You stretch

Everything is
open
It is all hanging in

It eats my inside
This longing I've got in me
It's meaning hiding from me
I need to open myself

This night is me
Bearded and deluled
Like an old man full of wisdom
Waiting for my command

Madness embracing me
With claws it comforts me
Wraps me in velvet

I am dried up
No more water in me

I am yellow
I am not well
I am air for you
You breathe me in

And so I'll become you
And so you become me

There is still
A hopeful drop
Of water
In the mud

Have you ever been sad
Without a reason why
Have you ever wanted cry
though everything is fine

CHORUS
Wheelchairs in a row
Just outside my window
And sometimes when life treats you right
It can be beautiful
Life is beautiful

It sometimes gets to you

Can I have
Some privacy
It's after hours
And I'm closed

No more
Plastic smiles
No more hellos
Or have we met befores

You don't have what it takes
To judge me now
You don't know me

Thousand eyes
On me
And none of them
Can see me