Seventeen, I can't recall a thing
A cry for help, but no one's ever listenin'
My life moved faster than the speed of sound
Wish I could go there now
And slow down

Ain't it strange, how people tend to change?
I hope she knows that I would never blame her
'Cause all s

Hmm-haa

I taught myself to cry on cue
I close my eyes and think of you
It's not that hard for me to do
'Cause everythin' leads back to you

Oh, I know you got your reasons
You got your demons
But I hope I never hate myself
The way I know you hate yourself
I

[Verse 1] Baby, baby, tell me, what's the antidote? Wouldn't  text you this late 'less there's somethin' wrong I  look too good to be in this bedroom Without someone to touch me like you do

Baby, baby, tell me what's the antidote
Wouldn't text you this late 'less there's somethin' wrong
I look too good to be in this bedroom
Without someone to touch me like you do

Maybe there is something I can take for this
How much longer I gotta wait for this?
I can see

I was always blue behind the red-blood stain on my lips
You were always green with envy
Saw right through the tenderness
We were like a California sunset
Fated to die any minute
Gettin' rid of you might be the best thing I ever did

And I was seein' us in a silent movie<

I'm lettin' you in, you're lettin' me down (ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh, ooh)
I swear when you talk you just like the sound (ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh, ooh)
One too many times I, let you ruined my life 'cause
I thought you would change but I see it now

All the yellin' and kissin' and fightin'

I'll remember you this way
Keep you safe inside my memory
But I’ve held you here for far too long
I wonder if you think of me
I'm still putting up a fight
While you're off and you’re forgetting me
Never got the chance to tell our story
A tale as old as time

Wher

I remember you this way Keep it safe inside my memory But I've held you here for far too long I wonder if you think of me I'm still putting up a fight While you're off and you're forgetting me N

You could be here, but you're there You could be anywhere and these days I don't even care no more You only be showing me love whenever you've had too much Whatever's been filling your cup, no more

You could be here, but you're there
You could be anywhere and these days I don't even care no more
You only be showing me love whenever you've had too much
Whatever's been filling your cup, no more

Baby, no more showing up when you're not sober
At my front door just to say

[Verse 1] Sleepless nights and cigarettes My daily dose of internet And all the things I shoulda quit, but never did, oh Evil voices in my head I woke up in a strangers bed I lost my phone in Am

Sleepless nights and cigarettes
My daily dose of internet
And all the things I shoulda quit
But never did, oh

Evil voices in my head
I woke up in a strangers bed
I lost my phone in Amsterdam
It's 5 AM

I'm a natural disaster
But even after all that I do

How do I word this?
Was about to write you this letter
But it was just curses in cursive
You probably deserve it
But that's so impersonal, should tell you in person
I hope it don't hurt you, but then, I've been hurt too by you
The truth is, all you do is
Leave me emot

You got blood on your hands
How do you plead?
Boy, it's like treason how you treated me
It's eight Mondays in a row
Nine days of the week
These tantrums been old
All bitter, no sweet

You're killing my vibe
In ways words cannot describe
But I'll try, I'll try

Voicemail is full
Glass is half empty
I want you bad
I want it that bad
I get what I want
But maybe I shouldn't
'Cause that would be bad
That would be so bad

One, two, three, four, five
Too many times
I've been down this road too many nights
So next

I really hope it hurts like hell
I really hope it hurts like hell
(I really hope it hurts like hell)
I really hope it hurts like hell
I really hope it hurts like hell
(I really hope it hurts like hell)

My baby said he loved me
My baby said he need me
Gonna eat,

I wonder why
All of the clouds cleared from the sky?
I wonder why
All of the tears dried from my eyes?
I woke up happy, watched the sunrise, -ise

I wonder why? I wonder why? (I wonder why? I wonder why?)

And now each breath of air is sweeter (aah-aah-aah)
Birds ar

I, I, I wanna feel, feel, feel
Wanna taste, taste, taste
Wanna get you goin'
I, I, I wanna lay, lay, lay
Wanna string, string, string
Wanna make you mine

Step inside my mind, you can see the shrine
Got you on my walls
Believe it (believe it)
Baby, don't be s

Hey, this is a story I hate
And telling it might make me break
But I'll tell it anyway
This chapter's about
How you said there was nobody else
Then you got up and went to her house
You guys always left me out

I still have the letter you wrote
When you told me th

Boy, you're such a lost cause
Now your name is crossed off
How you gonna fix this?
You can't even fix yourself
It was almost two years
That I chose to spend here
All alone on New Year's
Thinkin': What the Hell?

I don't wanna break your thread
A needle tryna