Let me just tell you I really should go back to sleep
It's not that I'm ungrateful I have too many memories to keep
I wish you could feel just how heavy I am all the time
Sometimes when I smile
I bite my lip so I don't cry

And it burns
For a while
And it hurts all t

I am so tired so I'll just agree
No, I can't get to bed when I feel like you're starin' at me
And I've been known to get like this
When I sleep through alarms and a few days of meds that I miss

Sometimes I talk too much but I don't say enough
I make myself so small when I t

You were the first girl that I wanted
I was only the girl you haunted
And everyday felt like a movie
Like one that's sweet and slightly gloomy

I couldn't hold your hand in public
I guess that's how I got so lovesick
You'd say: Just meet me in the locker room
I'd thi

You said I take too much space
Half an inch from my face and you meant it
You grabbed my hands and you smiled
As you kicked me right out my own sentence
I'm glad you got the chance to be honest, I'm happy for you
There goes years of my progress
You said I take too much sp

I don't think you know how people talk
You think in ones and zeros
And that everybody's somebody they're not
You play like you're the hero
But you didn't even care to read the plot
You threw it out the window
And I'm tired of giving everything I've got
I'm tired of gi

Summers were the worst
Stuck staring at my skin
But I knew just what to play
To make me feel like a person again
Even though I heard the noise
I still saw your face in every passing car
I was bracing for the worst when I'd ask you how you are

Built you a window, but

I’ve been obediently sweet
I'm such an easy one to teach, ahh
You put your hands all over me
You know I’ll follow at your feet, ahh

At night you will seclude me
Cause I'm dirty and I should be
So I wish and wish and wish for morning light
And so unlike a canine

I wanna throw a tantrum, I know it's bad behavior
But it's the only thing I haven't tried yet
You don't know me and I don't think you want to
But would you take my brain out and rinse it in soapy water?

I've never been this lonely, so maybe we should kiss
I don't even have

I kinda got the warning when I saw my dad in your eyes
Uncomfortable without all you handy dandy herbal disguise
When I kiss you, I taste your blues
Why won't you hold me? I'll hold you too

I lived so long with someone so uncomfortable in their mind
They fed themselves a li