I hate that I still care about caring too much
The goodbye in a few months is silently pulling me under
5:45 A.M.; the Moon’s fighting the Sun
And I'm the only one whose awake to see it

If you’ve had enough
To have had it up
To here with me, you can
Always call it o

You were born in a crowded room
With nothing left to lose except yourself
Your brother said: Take a seat right next to me
And hold your head as high as you can

You grew up not quite exactly how you wanted
But in the end you know it’s okay
Face the facts, you’re facing u

Colored geometric lines
Taking precedence on winter nights
Sitting in bed and surfing subways until my eyes shut tight
Shuffling to school in shirts my dad would wear
Recalling what I said on that sitcom-like night
That sitcom-like night

Vowel sounds
A shoulder to m

This is the second night (straight)
That I've stayed inside
I should be getting ready but I'm watching Always Sunny
Declined your invite
But it's the first time that I'm asking myself
Subtract or add up?
To fall back or catch up?
Subtract or add up?
To fall back o

Well, it amazes me to find out what you do and do not know
But it surprises me that you’re not the same person you claim that you are when we’re left alone
When we're left alone

Well, it amuses me, the fact that we sleep on separate beds
We know we’d rather be risking our lives

My skin sticks to your bed
The fan is nothing but noise, nothing but noise
I swear my sweaty hands have typed a bunch of words on my phone
But none of them make much sense

’Till I charmingly sing them out of key
To you on some random night
’Till the Sun dips beneath you

They reserve a special kind of defeat
For when your new home spits you back to old
They expect a swift and solemn retreat
Back to the hole that you first crawled out of

You’re on a bridge
While they’re drawing it
You’re calling out
And they’re ignoring it

And

It’s so amazing how much comes to life
And I wonder what the last thing you remember was
Was it scratching my back till I fell asleep?
Or was it pulling me apart till you made me leave?

Harry, you don’t even know me
Lately, I don’t even know myself

It’s not surprising

I asked you how was the party?
Are you still here alone?
I’ll have some more luck in two months
Spat out and off towards home

Plate of Fenway Park
In heavy quotation marks
Ran off when I saw you two
Ran straight out of that pitch black room

Where we were singi

What’s there left to do
When you’re left to chew on your own?
What’s there left to do
When you’re left to chew on your own?

Slow down
What's there left to prove?
When you never win, what’s there to lose?
Slow down
We can waste our time together
We can watch

Everyone’s falling back in love
Falling back in love
Good luck keeping your friends
Cause nobody’s falling for ya

Everyone’s falling back in love
Falling back in love
Good luck keeping your friends
Nobody’s falling for ya

These thoughts I thought I’d buried

Oh no, it’s happening again
Stuck in the shower recalling attempts
At conversation

And now I'm hearing voices in my head
They’re telling me not to listen to them
That’s too much caffeine for today

I wish I could pick and choose
My memories and which ones to
Re

Looking at the spot where you were yesterday
It’s like you vaporized through the bed frame
I knew that I would miss those late night ghost stories
But I had no idea it would keep me awake

Living in too many parking lots this week
It’s on one hand, but it’s more than it shou

I wanna die happy, if that’ll ever be
Cause honestly, who really knows what they want anymore?
Why don’t you settle in?
Forever foreign settlement
Possessing zero qualities of modesty

Honestly
Just react unnaturally
What's better than fitting in?
Don’t bother tr

It’s harder to tell with every step
If you’re inching closer or abandoning ship
Reflexively resisting sleep
Shaking from the sugar
Shaking from the sugar

Walking down through old halls
In every sound, you’re in the walls
I can feel it coming on
You know I couldn

Trace the lines down my back
Your twitching fingers on attack
I swear, I swear, all this talk is the death of me
I could see this coming

And it hurts just as hard when I say your name
When I hear mine it doesn’t feel the same
I just keep running through the motions agai

You’re falling apart at the seams
You say it’s all in the cards ‘cause it helps you sleep
But you sit upright
Melatonin’s just no match for a fight
And you’re growing up again

When I ask how you are, you flash your teeth
You blame it all on the stars and laugh at me

So intricately sewn along
And all the while
You’re in the safe spot looking on
Threading the needle

We’re single file under yellow rope
Pacified, sweating through the silence
We walk home in

Meet in the same spot every night
And I'm looped through all the same

They’re stuck inside my head, the things I must forget
The light shining through my window
They’re stuck inside my head, the things I must forget
The light shining through my window

I fell a thousand feet, and I landed in my bed
Next time I’ll try to go higher
And maybe

Waking up in a sweat with stiff necks
The shades upon the window are shaking
I’ll stay for five or ten, who’s counting
It’s the only thing that’s keeping me going

When did we get so old?
It seems like just last week I pulled my arm back to my side
Nervous that you’d hid