When will i rise from this toss turn sleep
With nothing holding me down into this bed
Bring the dirt and make it my grave
Won't you do it please?
Everything is shit, i owe, i lag, i try, i fail, i hate
The pseudo love the world brings on pretty wings
(it sunk my dreams at

did you used to believe?
well i was feeling the same way...
squeezing dreams out of a sound
they stick around, they go away
but none of you know a thing about me...
...just go away
"she's fucking dead, oh my god, she's fucking dead!!!"
my love stopped her breathing

break me down, fuck me over
it's just a matter of time
"used and abused" says the look in my eyes
the world is full of shitty people, it can't be denied
laughing hard, crying harder, these are the days
i'm through trying to hide..."fuck these days"
it's the anthem of our

it's been so long since i've felt hope
i've got to tell myself
there is more to these hollow shells
the consequence is too far fetched
but i've seen it through my crying eyes
there's no sadder noise than that of nothing
we keep on trying to pull it through
there black

headfirst into a wall, you chained yourself to the fall
i want to believe there's a chance it's hold will break...
break away(nothing left for you to save)
a slave to chemicals
a victim of this fucked up world
trying to escape your pain
but now it's all you'll ever know

headfirst into a wall, you chained yourself to the fall
i want to believe there's a chance it's hold will break...
break away(nothing left for you to save)
a slave to chemicals
a victim of this fucked up world
trying to escape your pain
but now it's all you'll ever know

so many times i stood around
and never spoke my mind, as it boiled inside
so many words and questions
left to work out on my own
looked down upon for seeing different sides
i've got nothing to hide
you never listened to what i had on my mind
you just pushed me aside

i'd like to think that i don't care
just push away my problems like there's no one there
these days are long, to long to spend waiting
for storms over a tragic end
and this is how we'll meet embraced in misery
searching for love in all this hurt
it's the cold, cold world

sometimes i wonder if i'm the only one
who even gives a fuck
i watch it fall apart and i want to build it up
but you just turn away
i can't do this by myself so look for other ways
i'm trying to get it out of this rut
the dust has built for too long
if this means so m

i'm barely alive, my heart just sunk at the thought
of where you're at...you're not with me
and i'm losing hold on the center of my life
it's turning black...
"i feel so alone in this fucking city"
miles of separation
with only a phone to let you know
it's killing me

don't look at me...don't call me
with your worthless words
my voice is lost from all the screaming before
circuits and pens...they couldn't change a thing
your apology is so long overdue
i crumble eighteen years
like a sheet of paper, and i set it ablaze

inside you're dying
you can't face the shortcomings in your life
looking for something to redirect the pain
i'm not sorry that you can't relate
but it's killing me to watch you act this way
and it's hard to see the way it used to be
when i'm wiping the spit off my face

i believed in zines and sounds from the stereo
they spit lies for years but it's all i knew
fast foward the years these people don't mean shit
they stole my heart jumped in the car and split
we're fucked up kids with broken hearts
put in your faith and we'll tear it apart