Here you come creeping
Up on my private page
Get all your people
To mimic what you say
'Cos it's just a game of pride now
Your ego is getting bruised
But it's not secret
I'll come out better than you

Remember you were faded and nobody knew your name
Before I

(On a body like, body like)

Six weeks in
And he's giving
Me everything I ever asked
Telling me
I'm beautiful on the reg
Yeah, whenever he gets a chance
Loves a FaceTime
Gives me laugh lines
sofá surfs when I cannot sleep
Oh, he's such a dream

No st

It's ironic, isn't it?
I never seemed to care when I had you there
Oh, but now that you're with her I'm jealous
It's troubling, isn't it?
How the tables turn 'cause of this one girl
That you replaced me with

It's funny how suddenly you like to share
Every detail of

I never got when my friends say
I think about him every day
But now I'm thinking bout you every waking minute hour

I don't care what we do tonight
As long as I'm with you I'm fine
I don't know what it is but boy you've got some superpowers

Oh it scares me to admit it<

I was used to being stuck under somebody else's way
Changing up to fit with someone else's friends
And it's funny, I compare myself to them
Oh, what a waste

But then you came through
The antidote to all the shit before
First we laugh and then we're loving on the floor

When life is going good
I try to fuck it up
When people knock on wood
I do the opposite
'Cos I'm a liability
I love making mistakes
You taste as sweet as honey

But I like it bitter, hard to take
I like it best after a chase
Don't like it easy, served up on a

I see you driving around town with the boy I love
And I'm like, forget you
I guess the change in my pocket, it wasn't enough
I'm like, forget you and forget her, too
Said if I was richer
I'd still be with ya
Hah, well ain't that some shh? (ain't that some)
And althoug

Same old, same old
Another takeaway on the sofa
Scrolling through our phones
Same old, same old
A weekend at your parents

Just tryna save up some dough
Hell no, hell no
Will we ever go for dinner at a fancier restaurant?
'Cause God forbid that you would ever

Sometimes I wonder who I'd be if I chose different
If I could go back, change it all, I think I would
Don't get me wrong, there's parts of it that I'll be missing
But God, it's gotten so much harder than it should

And I tried my best, I really think I did
Don't wanna obsess

Eyes a little gone
Looking for the wrong
And all the while you're looking at me
Thought it was okay
Didn't have to say
But now my words are lost as I speak

Eyes a little gone
Looking for the wrong
And all the while you're looking at me
Thought it was okay

Wake up in the space in my bed
One of the things that you left at the end
Plus a hundred things unsaid, but whatever
They all say: You gotta give it time
But I'm not sitting 'round wasting mine
Might be a bit out of my mind, whatever

Good vibes only today
No cares,

Cuffle in my eyes when I wake up in the morning
Coz I got that tricky feeling that I've woken up on your bed, your bed, your bed
I reach for my phone 'cause reality's started dawning
And I gotta tell my friends that I've gone and done this again, again, again

I say, I’ll try to

It's about time
That I got a happy end
'Cause I been waiting for you
For a hundred days
And now I'm tasting (mmm)
That honeymoon all over again
Ooh, ah, ah, ah

It's like I'm touching you
For the very first time
Forgot you smell like cherries
And you tast

Ooh, so you can try and tell me
I can't do it by myself
Ooh, but you went and failed me
So watch me find someone else

'Cos you know I don't like to be kept waiting
So I'll be on my way, no commiserating

And now I've found myself you know I'm feeling so good
Used t

You say you're not ready
For a long time thing
Got too hot and heavy
But it's not like I want no ring
Such an over thinker
Yeah, you given yourself spooks
Why you have to fight when you know it's something good

Used to joke about my age
Now who's acting young

Aren't you getting bored?
All this back and forth
The same conversations
But we never get anywhere
It's like taking a break
Is making me sick
'Cause I'm so exhausted
And it feels like you don't even care

I'm done chasing
You're too complacent
You say you

I'm building walls, I build 'em tall

Why can't it stay like it was before? (mm-mm-mm-mm)
Lovers and friends, yeah, but nothing more (mm-mm-mm-mm)
You know I built a commitment wall
And it's not coming down, down, down, down (down)
Emotionally unavailable (mm-mm-mm-mm)
I

Year of the ex
Year of the ex

It's been a long three-sixty-five days
And I'm back where I started
And I know it's true what my friends say
But it's part of my process

Oh, because it goes like that, a relapse
To take me back and fill the cracks my heart has
So