i've tried to figure this one out but only would draw a blank.
i think i always have been like this, wish i had someone to thank.
this makes no sense to me. so many times these things won't come out right.
can't handle all the things i try to write.
i have been pacing back an

six years and counting, maybe i'm just talking.
you talked of moving out of state. you just got back, but you it's too long.
I tried to talk you into making the stay. just the thought of that, maybe never coming back, we'll find a way... you'll see someday. hope everything work out right

is this what you think of me, so hollow?

Seems to take the place, of things left behind.
Is this what becomes of us, never to be defined.
Thoughts still left unsaid, and you believe we can go. on and on into infinity. we slowly kissed good-bye. i feel i'm left behind. i'm left behi

it's forever now. no turning back point for us. from now on you're all i need by my side. a brief fairy-tale, storybook-like ending.
the stars have never shined like tonight.
so i say: take my hand. hold on tight the trip is rough, but we'll make it safe, yeah.
since you kept me up

your photogenic face, must have missed the train.
I'd advise checking the baggage claim. those new eyes disturb me, they lost that youthful glow hearing spoken evils from your throat.
Days used to be so innocent, decisions came easy now indecisive common sense makes your life crazy.

you say it's cheap entertainment honey.
buried me alive, just to dig me up at night.
oh, but i say it's poor death perception maybe.
breaths all you can save. dreamt i was drinking on your grave, breathe deep.
"use your illusions", just to make yourself.
believe without confu

would've never thought this to be real.
i tried so hard for you.
drew chalk outlines of myself.
but i'm fine. thought i should be introduced to you, cause something in my head said we seemed to have fallen apart, shouldn't have, now i'm dead.
can't see my, can't feel my arms and

what am i to do?
numb to pain the feelings gone shut out myself to everything i knew.
the old me wouldn't feel this way, i guess it's true, everything comes back to you someday.
can't let myself be that way again. done lying, done fighting to lose.
is happiness today worth more t

"run for your life, you'll never get out in time. why couldn't you stay in line, lived your life just like mine."
take some advise, i've heard this a couple times. they're trying to relive their lives, don't let it keep you up nights.
if you could see through the eyes of me.
maybe

what if i died, would you think less of me?
could you go on? hey it's ok you were no friend of mine. yeah drink another one.
tip it back, choke it down. your eyes roll back, you hit the ground. you just lucked out of the breakin' down with yourself.
you ask me why i'm scared.

can't hide secrets forever.
can't seem to get these thoughts from in my head.
confusion leaves everyone there.
It's nothing you did or said. sometime last year around the month of may, the seasons had to change, and with them so did i.
I somehow failed to see that i didn't mean

from a mile i saw it coming.
something had to give; it could never stay that way.
egos always get the best of us. the back-stabbing begins, whose blood will be shed today. plastic faces molded into things they wanted, the truth hiding behind. the damage has been done. we can't go back to

falling from outer space. broke out the glass to save myself from your face.
faster and faster still. then my body disintegrates.
feels like i'm knee deep in pills.
just ask me why, because it's not for the thrill and another forty-eight hour day.
you are who you are and it's

what a lovely sight.
make-out rooms and lover's fights, strangers from the streets, seen it twenty-thousand times.
we sip away our pains.
our futures seem so far away, cause it's time to seize the night before it ends.
life without a dime, for a bed your couch suits me just f

sitting back waiting for a tow on 65 the summer heat is killing me.
be back on the road eventually.
in chattanooga, tennessee we drank until about nine our top speed 45 was slow the van's next victim was sloan's right toe.
tell me again that everything will be all right.
even

gather around and place your bets whether it will happen to you.
i've seen it happen too many times cause people won't lend out their hands.
we try to deny that it happens to friends cause what you don't see won't hurt so clinch your eyes shut until they bleed.
they're fallen, qui

do you think i really care about how you see me?
as soon as i turn around be careful what you say.
when you leave it's the same, no one's your friend.
"try and understand it's nothing personal, just how it is" the social scale is slowly climbed.
making friends by butting in a

you hear my words my pictures on your sleeve, imagination paints a window into me, but that's one sided.
you'll have to meet me face to face before you justify projections.
am i what you want? just what you expected? but the me that's me seems we're similar but separate and to my frien

congratulations on your skin, the new look, sin, is in.
all blackened up to try and hide, how you tick on the inside.
life in a coma, it must not be too hard, but i would never call that living.
you'd better wake up, before they pull the plug, and make your sleep never ending.

put on those looks that kill.
on the dance floor you meet eyes.
oh, what a beautiful thrill. oh, what a fool-proof disguise. worse than murder of a queen and king.
plans are premeditated.
they'll claim is "redrum" and sing. tonight it's celebrated.
our "love 'em and leave"