Used, and I don't know why I'm not
Listening, you're whispering

Confused, and now it's been too long and
You're far from gone, you're far from gone

So why do you keep wandering inside my
Lonely head and why do I keep suffering
When all my friends said life goes on?

I'll burn it down, and build it up better
Sometimes it hurts to forget the past
And I'm tired of waiting for something to
Happen with you

And I'm trying to save it, but deep down
There's nowhere to move

And I'm getting lost, soaked to the bones
With nothing to pro

Take my hand 'cause right now
I don't need anything else
Let me turn down the lights
Take a chance, lay down
Hold me like nobody else
Forget everything tonight

And I miss the days when we call in sick
And hide away from all the shit
We'd laugh and say, when we'r

Trust me I'm with you for all that you are
And you know that I’ve got your back
But right now I need you to look in your heart
Am I only good when it's bad?

Holding on my hands, I made it easy
For you to leave your worries at my door
You never understand me when you see

Is there anyone there?
'Cause lately you've not been yourself
Am I overthinking
Or are you thinking 'bout somebody else?
Am I going crazy now?
Keep on talking to myself
Is everything changing?
I swear you've been changing

How long can I try to pretend
That i

Hands tied
I'm already on my knees
I'm already right where you want me
Well, you got me on a landslide
It don't feel like I'm ahead
And it don't feel like anything you said
Meant much in the end

But wait, wait a minute
I think I lost my heart under the ground

Crawling around all the doubt in my head
Was it ever worth it? We'll never know
I guess you gave up before I could change
Now you give me new order cut to the bone

If my eyes stay shut, I'm hiding
And if I say, I'm okay, I'm lying

I gave you more than you'll ever know

4AM, I'm here again
And even though I've been lonely
I know I should be leaving your side
You're telling me, we'll never be
And then you go ahead and call me
As if it didn't hurt every time

But you know I'll wait forever
If you'd let me
So if you ever cared

Eyes on the road ahead
I'm forgetting my reflection now
Drowning in words unsaid
Trying to hide what's inside underground

If I could have back all the times that we argued
Maybe I'd see it through your eyes not mine
If I could have back all the time we fell silent
I

Come back, come back and haunt me
I'm right, right where you left me
Late night, drowning in whisky, yeah
Sunrise, then see the daylight
Vampires, hide till the midnight
How long, how long have I been here?

Anything we were and anything we had
I know that is said an

Flushed out the demons
And I've been blaming someone else
I have my reasons
Why I couldn't be myself

And I've been trying
But it don't come easy to me
It don't come easy to me

Total disaster
Grew like a cancer in my chest
And in the laughter
Was it pai

I've been dreaming of the wrong things for a while
And I've been looking for a shortcut to your head
And I've been making up excuses for your silence
'Cause I can't read your eyes at night when we're in bed

So how long can I wait until you tell me something's wrong?
'Cause

Where do you go?
Where do you go when you look at me like that?
Like that?
And how can I know?
How can I know when you're holding your words back
Like that?

'Cause I'm trying my best to love you
Instead I'm crying
And you're terrified
I'm giving you time

You phoned me on a Tuesday night
Strayed away, I start to cry
Said you're calling from the ward
Then you're climbing up the walls
It was lonely for a Tuesday night

So, I rush out with no keys and no coat
While the fear is blocking up my throat
And the bars and clubs

How long do I have to pretend that it's for the best
Till I call you up screaming forgive and forget about it?
Forget about it
They say time is a healer but I keep getting weaker
I know that you’re over and I should be too but I can't forget
Forget about it

'Cause I'm n

How long will I fly out until I listen
Truth is I'm used to making it up on my own
How long will I climb out I never listen
I'm in remission

No more wide eyes
I can't pretend
I can't pretend
No morning cries
I can't pretend
It's not the end

How long wi