I'm sorry for all those nights I kept you awake overthinking
Questioning, everything when it comes to you and me
It doesn't matter what I say, I can see it in your face
I can't put your mind at ease
So why dissipate into these sheets where we used to lay

Lately I feel like

I can't help feeling like a failure in your eyes
But I got nothing left inside to make me happy
But you know I can't be something that I'm not
I'm not quite sure where to go from here
The days are passing by and I'm losing time

Help me catch a break
'Cause this smile's

I won't lie
You tend to cross my mind
Cause the way you left just wasn’t right
Believe what you want
But you're still wrong
Maybe I just need some time
To try forget all of your lies
You're nothing but a blighter all along

You show no penitence
For all this

I dig deep to find these holes in my skin
I've been covering up
A fake facade that's paper-thin
I fixate the eyes of everyone around me
To the demons I've been holding in
(I've been holding in)

I fucked up
Now I'm stuck
In a headspace buried under
Two tonnes

I saw your boyfriend yesterday
He looked at me with the same face
Feels like I'm seventeen again
I guess not much has even changed
Since we were back in high school, talking every day
Does he still tell you I'll be sorry
If I ever even look your way?

Hey, Dakota, yo

It's that time again, I'm back with my best friends
On this road we all know too well
Packed all our bags, shoved in the back seat
We've got plenty of time to kill
What's on the list, let's hit up the valley
Get a little drunk and play the show badly
I don't give a fuck,

Cut the rope you count on to hold you up
There’s no use hanging waiting for a fantasy to come
(I wanna be like, wanna, wanna be like)
Tried your best but clearly it’s not enough
And you can’t keep going trying to stay afloat to make it home
(I wanna be like, wanna, wanna be l

I picture your old living room the last I saw you in
Your house had a perfect view above the garden
I remember the kitchen tiles spaced black and white
Look up to see you smiling (smiling)
You were happy then
(Promise I won't forget)
I hope it's peaceful where you lay

The sunlight hits my eyes through the glass that lays in between
And this air seems colder than it used to be
As I look out the window I feel disconnected
From everyone who said they’d always be there

Is there anyone out there that still gives a damn
Who kept common interes

Everybody seems so self-obsessed
Only go out when they look their best
Mirror, mirror on the wall, who′s the vainest of them all? (yeah)
Tell me how to feel, tell me how to feel
Baby what's the deal? Uh

It′s all gone, gone straight to your head
Here comes another one

All my good intentions let you down
In your absence I'm strong enough to make it
But you're not so easily complacent
With your life but I'll be gone without a trace
You won't get the chance to see me
Growing more each day for me
But I guess that I'm no good, I let you dow

Can somebody help me
'Cause we all know I can't help myself
My existence is pointless
Like an unread book left on the shelf

Can you give me a reason
To keep this air inside my lungs
Or a shoulder to lean on

To hold me up when I'm not
Strong enough to do it for

Funny how we used to talk all night
Now I wanna get you off my mind
Where did all the time go?
Gave me your heart but I lost it
Gave me the world and I dropped it all
Told you I'd change when it was too late
Or maybe I'm just standing in your way
I don't want to hear

I know I wasn't perfect, you helped me see it
(You helped me see all my flaws)
And I'm sorry I hurt you (and I should've told you)
Told you the ugly truth from the start
What I did to rip the heart right from your chest
I hope you fix what I broke and you give it to a better

As I'm looking through these pages, re-reading my old statements
There's something in every word I write
That always takes me back to when I was sixteen
A kid that's dreaming of a life I still don't have
Is there something more for me than every day
Stuck on repeat in a job t

I haven’t spoken to you in a long time
But it feels like yesterday I left your car a lonely kid
With tears in my eyes

What did you expect from me?
A little kid too fucking weak
To stand up to my enemies
Dad come on, I’m just thirteen
I’ll never be your prodigy
A

We've spent some time apart across state lines
As we both tried to find ourselves
But you found something else
The tip of the cigarette that you grip so tight
The regret, and your fucked up state of mind
You smothered the fire that burns inside
Lost all the fight I once s

Season’s coming to an end
I need the warmth that it never brings
Cause right now I fall apart like trees in the winter

I never cared much for the way I roam about
And drag my feet across this empty fucking town
That I grew up in (that I grew up in)
But lately I feel los

I’ve come to realise, every word you said was just a lie
How hard is it to try, instead of wasting all your time
What would it take for me to change your mind again
Shake the fact you get under my skin

This is the last time you’ll see my face again
This is the last time

I'm so good at hiding whats underneath
But I only reflect what I want you to see
I'll take what I can find
Reframe this state of mind
And ignore the words of spite that make me feel worthless

Another day sleeping in too late
I repress the pain and hope I get some relief