It's always seen as coldness
unless you break emotionally
grief comes in many ways
and so does tragedy
it's so wierd
how you could just go
and now alone
No one could have predicted
the impact it had on everyone
on television
it seems so far
it's so wie

So this is it,
your brand new world
conditions are getting worse,
now no future unfurls
Concrete metropilis,
covers our past
pictures of old scenic veiws,
memories drift so fast
And it's in this world in which you call your home
and it's in this world in whic

Again i shake,
fighting these sick feelings.
i don't understand.
why i've allowed these weaknesses,
these feelings, this confusement...
I'm so lonely and alone
yet i never felt so alive.
the suicidal thoughts that haunt me
are leaving me and opening up my eyes. <

I couldn't give a dam,
what your bullshit views are now.
i doubt you even care,
so i won't bother finishing.
All i see is you,
with no more than an addiction.
as that's all what love is;
a weaker state of mind.
And again it's all going wrong
I don't know what

All i know is a world of sorrow.
dependant now on chemicals.
why you tell me you love me i just don't know.
Will it be just a kiss good night or more?
is this how every one says sleep well?
i try to sleep but then i see the opening of the door...
God, help me, i beg of

Forgotten hopes and dreams,
everyday becomes impossible.
suddenly it becomes so clear,
why i never smile,
why i never laugh.
I feel so low,
i just want to hide,
i'm so ashamed,
for what i've done again,
Please help me,
i'm trapped in the dark.
take

Smiles, a glint in your eyes.
and for a moment,
serenity.
look at you, overwhelmed with emotion.
with the happiness you found.
And it really doesn't matter,
how good you got it now.
and it really doesn't matter,
'cause later on you'll lose it all.
Falling do