It was a chilly day in march
When he let me down
Just when i thought i knew
The difference of boy and man

He said his world never sleeps
From his cyclonic mind
Gone was a girl lured into his path
In the dress of a different size

With your pride alone you saile

Memories
Are fading
You were once mine
Never unkind
A long sigh
A soft caress
Now a slience
An emptiness
I'm alone
Staring through
The past I knew
I miss you

Streets are empty
Space surrounding
Sighs soft lullabies
Blurred reflection<

I'm waiting for you to be honest
I'm waiting for your explanation
Seems like i'm waiting forever
Cause all you have fed me are lies
I don't understand people like you
I don't understand your objective
Seems like you live to destroy me
Sadistic hypocrisy

You put

I'm waiting for you under blue christmas lights
Trimmed the wick and lit the candle, scent you've always liked
Seems like i watch the clock each hour
Only two minutes pass
And when you finally make it, I know
Our time won't last

So I wait
Wait
Wait
For the n

Sometimes I feel like
Poetic words are just a waste of lines
And never sung for me
Sometimes I feel like
Poetic words are made to hide behind
This dim reality

I feel
Like the world is against me
Every time I
Look to the sky I
Feel so lost
And I don't

There were times that i remember
When we'd talk about forever
And it all seemed so clear
Paying rent was my only fear
While staying here

These days memories start to fade and
Few are made to replaced
It's only when you're here
They all seem to disappear

Yo

I miss the sound of laughter
The children down the street
I may not find an answer
It's only memories

Hotels, hotels
Welcome me when I need a home
Hotels, hotels

Days are getting shorter
And the night wind in the trees
And the soft skin on your shoulder

How do I have faith
When I believe
They will turn me down
I try, I try to trust you
But you never follow through
Before I turn myself away
For you
Before I turn myself away
For you

I am not
This isolated
I am not
This shy or strange or jaded

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Touch me as if you meant it
I burned the letter that you sent
Your presence only amplifies
The hatred i've been feeling

Betray me cause it's all you know
Layers of trust erode when lies are told
It's so difficult to decide
When to get away

I'm leaving
So s

Desire traps you in my head
I can feel you next to me in bed
Thoughts of you fill my dreams at night
Losing focus, you're objectified
I apologize if my passion scares
I can feel you when you're not even there
Together in my imagination
Never think of seperation

I swim
With the sharks
Playing in salt water
It's cold and always dark
I am
All alone
To live life on terms to call my own

One day
I went too far
Swam in shark-finned waters
In their net I was caught
They stared at me so cold
Their lives without

Self-insecurity
Social loathing
Despising the way i feel
Everything's a dream
And nothing is real
If I understood your past
If you would share more with me
If you admitted you were happy
If I told you that you make me complete
If you could get past being freak

Covering
Cowering
In the corner
Of this room
Unnerved
Reserved
Deserving
This solitude
Wasting
Tasting
Rejection
Once again
Trying
To stop crying
I knew
It would end

I don't wanna try anymore
To be noticed
If it all ends t

Crowd around the city streets
Lonely passersby
Broken sidewalk
Faded chalk outline

Falling
Fell into the past
Forever to be forgotten
Flash
A memory
A stain is all that's left of me

Somewhere
Maybe someday
The movie in your mind will replay

Don't take this the wrong way
But you will never get
The satisfaction you desire
This is not a punishment
It's just a simple fact
When you try to find your happiness
In someone who can't give it back

You'll get burned
And after one time
Most would just say

Turn off everything
Turn out the light
Turn off my thoughts for once
Who needs this life
Can't speak
Can't hear
Only the hurt is crystal clear
Need you
Don't hide
When you're near me all is fine

Face in my hands again
These walls
My only friend

They're coming around
The words you've sent
No changing your mind
It's your only regret
To live is to face your darkest fears
Running away is what keeps you here

It's because
Of your lies
I begin
To find my way
Only now
Do I see
In the distance

Another time, forgetting memories
That dream my nights to day
Shadow hands that trace in circles
Feeling with no resolution
Always half a turn away
From being right here, right now
Keep spinning
And I'll stay
Out of control
Spinning and spinning

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