Let's go back, let's go back to the start
Let's begin at the end when you tore me apart
You didn't try, didn't try to make me cry
But I bawled like a baby when you said, goodbye
When you said, goodbye

And I've been replayin' the same song for six weeks
Trying to figure

Life's a tickin' time bomb, sick and tired of trying
Birthdays just remind me I'm closer to dying
Life was easier when on the verge of seventeen
Can't buy alcohol, I'm taking shots of Listerine

I'll figure it out, eventually
I can never decide who I should be

The olde

April showers, rain starts falling
I wish that you would pick up when you know I'm calling
It's been another year
Wishing you were here

Sometimes I just want somebody
Someone who reminds me that they'll always love me
Sick of counting tears
Wishing you were here

Time keeps slipping away, slipping away
Same routine settles in next Friday
TV news interviews saying, "She's loose"
Police officer asks, "What she's wearing?"
And I'm tired of the world, perceiving me
And I'm tired of girls saying
Something here's gotta change, it's gott

I think we're getting kinda distant
So I try to cling onto you
But you had started resisting
And your mind withdrew
Conversations inconsistent

I don't know what to do
Say it's not about commitment
You're just so confused
I need time to think about it
I need

Only call me when you need someone to talk to
Only phone me when your baby doesn’t call you
Never answer 'less you're feeling lonely
Phone only rings when she's driving you crazy

Only call me when you’re in distress
Your heart's in two and your life’s a mess
I would cal

I don't wanna seem the way I do
But I'm confident when I'm with you
Lately, all I feel is bad and bruised
Tired of tripping on my shoes

But when he loves me, I feel like I'm floating
When he calls me pretty, I feel like somebody
Even when we fade eventually to nothing

I don't wanna seem the way I do
But I'm confident when I'm with you
Lately, all I feel is bad and bruised
Tired of tripping on my shoes

But when he loves me, I feel like I'm floating
When he calls me pretty, I feel like somebody
Even when we fade eventually to nothing

Feel like technicolor TV screens
Only say you see black and white
More to me than a daydream, you're my color scheme
You're a whole spectrum of light

You stay, you go, you say I'm sorry
I'm sorry, too, for wanting you
Just let me know, I'll change the channel
I've s

Sadly
Frown lines
Sometimes I forget you’re mine
Hesitant
To commit
I don't want to waste my time

But that's not love
That's not love

Maybe we are getting too close (woo-ooh-ooh)
Paranoid permanence is just an empty promise
Sometimes I like being on my

Promised you'd keep all your promises you made to me
A common mistake to break, you're gone and I was naïve
Though I believed it's your fault, well, I never lied
Except when I lay in your laundry with tears in my eyes

Loved me for a weekday, left me on a weekend
Don't know

Sometimes I think I see your ghost
In passing hallways, the staircase to my apartment
I accidentally self-impose
Bashful thoughts, careless wants, emotional involvement

You've got my heart bursting at the seams
Maybe you're the boy from my dreams

If you're gonna love

I'll get over it if you let me breathe
From the skin 'cause my lungs tend to keep it within
And I'm indifferent if you don't care
But you do, so I fear, disappear when I'm scared

And I can't release, but I can't hold in
All the smiles and grinning
Like life is just begi

Say you miss me, say wanna kiss me
I liked it better when you improvised the story we had
If you adore me, why do you ignore me?
I liked it better when you sent me sorry when I was sad

Stop saying: It's my bad
You're acting like your deadbeat dad
I know, you know, you'r

You're so pretentious
Pretending like you hate me when the world don't go your way
So tell your guy friends
She was super clingy so you gotta get away

You're not my interest
If your ego had a zip code it would be a whole state wide
But sure, I'm obsessed
I guess if

You've been such a jerk, since you left last week
You're careful with your words, but I'm pulling teeth
You said this wouldn't hurt, give me cavities and
All of your apologies are only empty calories

After all this time, I start askin' why I'm stayin'
Were you ever mine? Ar

Shut up, count your calories
I never looked good in mom jeans
Wish I was like you
Blue-eyed blondie, perfect body

Maybe I should try harder
You should lower your expectations
I'm no quick-curl barbie
I was never cut out for prom queen

If I get more pretty

If you feel lonely, I could be lonely with you
Tell me baby, why do you seem so blue?
Why are we so complicated?
Maybe love is overrated

I'm tired of waiting, I was never good at sports
Save the games for the girls on the tennis court
Say you need me, but lately, you fe

Waiting at the airport lost and found
Watching machines push suitcases round and round
Got a lot of baggage in my mind
Pick a pretty package, see what's still left inside

I thought when I was older, I would be on top
I thought the jealousy would drop
But it never stop</

I didn't know goodbye meant hello
You'd be right there, you'd be right there
And I didn't know when you'd up and go
You'd be right back, you'd be right back

Your mind was the tide pulling me under
There's chlorine in my eyes, couldn't see under the water
Though I have c