I'm a loser, no question
I lost myself and my girl today
Am I aging, or am I dying?
At 24 years, I had the world to save
And I was so wonderful that way

So let me go, so let me die
’Cause I'm too afraid to be alive
I'm giving up on everything
I’ll miss you all,

I'm nervous, so nervous
I overeat, I lack purpose
And I'm only scratching the surface (Hey)
And I'm not shelved 'cause sex sells
But how long 'til I'm canceled?
This is 30, fucking 30
I'm still here, I'm still dirty

I made it, I'm a flower
I don't sleep, I don't

You say you're no good
Say you're no damn good for me
Say you just go around wrecking every man's home
You say you got the devil's black eyes
To me, your eyes are blue

You say you been bad
Say you been so bad to me
Say you been sleepin' 'round lovin' every other man

I was only a boy
But I looked younger than the others
Only hair on my head
And a voice just like my mother's
So I stayed quiet
And fully clothed

And this girl in my grade
I would dream her in my covers
After saving her from
The cruelty of her father
Thou

You animal you ungrateful
You cannibal, eat my soul
Impossible way to love you
Incredible love I show
Unstoppable situation
Decided by my control
Illusion, you feed me fiction
I'm still beggin' you, please don't go

Like antifreeze kill me sweetly
You chemica

Lipstick paperweight
So your paperback spine won't blow away
Too brittle to stand your body straight
And fight the wind
Skin like a cloudy day
Eyes puffy like bucket bags on your face
That shelter your pain like a hiding place
And shake your chin

And it falls

Sweet little girl, with nothing to say
She hides in the smile she wears on her face
The secrets of her, the family keeps
The secrets of him that blacken the sheep
She shakes at the sound of jingling keys
The man that she loves, the violent disease
'Cause when he's around,

You think you're righteous, your body and soul
Your faith in Jesus, but no self-control
And if deplorable is moral ’cause it's what you're told
Then take your bible and swallow it whole
I’m sick of losin', no I can't pretend
Burned the election, they've trumped us again

Don't hate me
Don't hate me
Don't hate me more than I hate myself
Don't hate me
I'm sad enough

I lost my mind today
I checked up on the guys you date
It's no wonder I'm insecure
And she's in my
My head again
So I called her, checking in
No answer

Rare as a roast
The skin in her clothes
But she shivers like a beggar when she cries
Your eyes in a sheet and bricks on your feet
And you're drowning underwater like your future
I am not your savior
I can't help you

Quick, pose for the vanity
Clack, clack, with

Everyone’s an expert in some field they’ve never studied fully
And this violence never ends if we become the bully
I paint the colour of my side but everything’s become so black and white
No need to share my piece of mind but here it goes

Everyone’s an asshole

These days

Breathe until you're dead
Crucify the kid
Nature has a gun
Who will save the Sun?
Don't pretend to give a shit
Keep yourself away from it
Trash the hole you left for us
Leave the young to clean it up

Fuck the world
Fuck the world

Empathy is dead
An

Taste bitter on the guilty tongue
It's hard to see I'm the chosen one
Fake friends with a camera phone
Ugly, drunk, cold, and missing home

This home of mine
I see it in my dreams
Where everyone looks happy
And everyone still likes me
This home of mine
I miss

He's outside of the show in LA
For like everyday for a few weeks
Wait for someone to take the bait
He could be anyone's mistake
Just say your boyfriend's out of town
Don't let him bum a cigarette

Respect? No way!
He's from California
Show Up! Get laid!
They

I tried it once before, but I didn't get too far
I felt a lot of pain, but it didn't stop my heart
And all I really wanted was someone to give a little fuck
But I waited there forever and nobody even looked up

I tried it once before and I think I mighta messed up
I struggle

Girlfriend
I don't have that
So I turn to
The internet
Your shit (your shit)
Yeah, I found it
And I love you
In that outfit

Your face is so fine
Your body's a ten
I'm probably less
Maybe like a seven, with the right filter

I wanna see a picture

Shame, blame
Words like these fester and I pray
For no change in seasons I hate rain don't let me drown in this room
Lie, cheat
Don't tell me secrets I can't keep
Your fictions are putrid and so sweet, I'll be so naive for you

If you loved me, why couldn't you find a wa

We're getting old now
But I don’t feel it
I say you're beautiful
And I still mean it
And I don't wanna know
What old age feels like
So promise me you won’t
Give up on this life

And we'll be busy tryin'
While the rest of them are dyin'

Promise me we'll

Like a jester at the ball
Rub my shoulders with the kings
And I was draped in gold and velvet
Bathing in applause
While I was jumping through the rings
And then the cooks would sound a bell
And all the kings would lick their lips
But I couldn't find a placemat
The

My mind, when you told me
I'm not what they call she
I am more like you
Dismay, when I found out
What you mean to me

There's nothing to fear
Perfectly queer
I am if you say so

We're in love (We're in love, we're in love, we're in love)
We're in love (We're