This life was all it had to be
Designed but not for you and me
I never needed you to be
Anything more than human

I dream in hell and wake up screaming
Wishing that I was someone else
The static leaves me in a catatonic peace
I wanna finally sleep now

This life

Soaked in the neon glows
Silver-forked tongues talking to you in the digital snow
A glitch in the chain, a loop in the brain you wanted to break
But you still wanna play the game

Well, we're not gonna be a commodity
Not another maggot in the feed that you're gonna eat
M

I'm taking it slowly
You’d never know how quick it gets lonely here at the top
Her skin feels unholy but I'm still drawn
The morals I'm holding you know they’re gone

No God, no religion
Just bad, bad decisions
No God, no religion
Just bad, bad decisions

You ca

What's left to say that hasn't been already said before? Did I ever have a purpose? I can't feel it anymore If ignorance is happiness please steal me from my head Because the voices once so soothi

So tell me, can you keep a secret? I thought I lost myself
Trying to find a hidden meaning in all the lies you'd tell
When you think I've said enough, tell me, and I'll bite my tongue
But don't you think I won't remember

Don't take it now, don't take it now, don't take it now

Only in madness do you find beautiful death
And only in sadness do you feel happy instead
Be careful what you wish for
Because you don’t know the guilt I carried this far all on my own
It’s nothing you want to feel
So let it go

Don’t wait for the dust to settle
Don’

Can you see yourself
Through the bruises when the makeup melts?
In the dark when all the power's out?
Everybody talks and gets around
When the money talks
Do you think it gets the point across?
It's a burning coal you're walking on
And in a second all the pain is gone

Lost again and feeling broken, you can see the change I thought I had it all but you can see the change Falling, fading away Breaking, slipping away If this dream should last forever I pray to

Let me take you back to when I was killed and born again
Woke up in the light convinced my life had made it to its end
Burning up beneath the Sun, while my father drained of blood
If he's there I've got a message for the man that's up above
Fuck you
If he's home I've got a me

The sutures in my head keep getting ripped out These open wounds are the thoughts I can't stop thinking about Digging for purpose, feelings resurface And involuntarily my system gets nervous Tell

I thought I saw you
Looking through the glass I put my hand to
But it was bad news
Waiting on the other side of that too

Follow me home or stay
I don't care either way
Either way
Either way
Either way

What if I stop breathing?
Could I get off easy?

Dead on the inside Raised by wolves in sheep's clothes that abandoned me, but taught me to get up when I fall to my knees Man makes monster, monster kills man Taking your crown's always been pa

That crooked smile doesn't hide your greed All of your hypocrisies I'm gonna tell everyone the truth Live in denial while your insides bleed And I will keep you company So I can watch when your w

I see through you I know what you are I've seen the Devil more than I've seen God I see through you I know what you are I've seen the Devil more than I've seen God Cover your ears and shut you

You break, you mend, blend in with the madness
You try to love again, 'cause what else could happen?
You're trapped at the bottom of your wishing well
Buried underneath the wealth
Penny after penny, reaching for a hand to pull you out
And then

You wake up to sirens and

I'm not afraid
Of the war you've come to wage against my sins
I'm not okay
But I can try my best to just pretend

So will you wait me out
Or will you drown me out?
So will you wait me out
Or will you drown me out?
(I have to let you go)

I can wait for you a

Look into my face, then look again
We are not the same, we're different
To tell your tales and fables
You couldn't wait
You need a new clean slate without the dents
A place to put your pain, your consequence
When you look into the mirror
Are you even there?

I do

Look into my face, then look again We are not the same, we're different To tell your tales and fables, you couldn't wait You need a new clean slate without the dents A place to put your pain, yo

You set me up as the villain
But you never mentioned the root of the problem
Took what you wanted and flipped it
But you won't be dragging my name to the bottom

So much unsaid, left me for dead
I won't forget, and now you're next
Well, everyone's listening, and they kno

Get up I'm paranoid, I'm sick, I'm not myself I bottled up and drank the pain but it wouldn't stay down Now I've got nothing to give, nothing to say for myself I'm nothing more than worm food six