I should have seen this coming your generosity
It means nothing to me now
slapped the hand away, slapped the hand that feeds
how could I let this get so far
Let this get so far

You live, you learn
another lesson I cant bear
you live, you try
another lesson learn

Condescend every lesson learned
Over again
I imagine that
You are with me
Replay the last scene
Over and over again
I try to make things right
But it's not reality

I'm still waiting (still waiting)
I'm still waiting for you to go
So frustrated (frustrate

Once again, there’s my friend
Staring right back at me!
I look into the glass, in his eyes
Once again, there’s my friend
Be caught in a dream
Nothing in my face when I cry

It makes me sick, sick, sick!
It makes me sick, sick, sick!
There are moments and you make

You wanna try me, you might be the one who goes down
I've had it up to here with your rule
You're such a two face its too late to take back those words
I'm throwin back the shit that you do
Things went so wrong so long ago
There's nothing left but a disaster

Hey I wanna

I keep banging my head against the wall
And i keep banging my keep baging my keep baging MY

All i can see is a shell of me from years ago
It looked so proud its a voice was loud
but now hangs low.

I wanna burn myself
I wanna cut my skin
Just so i feel something

On my darkest day
You took away the only thing i had
The only thing i had with living
It's my flesh and blood
Not a victim of you and I become
A victim of the tragedy

You killing me
This will be my last mistake
You killing me
This was long enough
long en

No use sayin'
What I don't wanna say
No use sayin' at all

There's no use fakin'
The way we used to be
There's no use fakin' at all

And if I let go
Will you let go with me
Cause I can't keep holdin' on
I've given everything
And If I let go
Know that

If I could say one word
Then you would see
Scream one word
And you will be
Crying out for help
But only on the inside

If I could take your hand
And point it to
Open your eyes when I'm pointing at you
And that's the feeling of guilt
Coming from the inside

I can't stand your face up in mine
Always wanting to know things I do
It's funny how things change
Redefine, just how much faith I have in you
You won't get the best of me
You won't take the best of me
You will watch it as it all falls down

Hey you
Stand the fuc

With these words
On a blade
'cause my heart is bleeding
It's not enough,
not enough for you
I'll sing these word in your ear
'cause my heart is screaming
It's loud enough,
loud enough for you

TAKE something that makes me
SMILE something that its worthwhi

I'm waiting for the sun to rise
But darkness is the only light
I'm waiting for the dark to
Take me over, take me over

There's a part of me, that is thorn between
The light and dark, the good and bad, the blessed and the fiend
Will I loose control and let these feelings

I feel so extraordinary
Something's got a hold on me
I get this feeling I'm in motion
A sudden sense of liberty
I don't care 'cause I'm not there
And I don't care if I'm here tomorrow
Again and again I've taken too much
Of the things that cost you too much

I use