A war I cannot fight

It's like I've lost my hopes
And my motivations have gone forever
Everything is dark and I need just a light to drive me
How can I start over again?
I don't wanna cry anymore...
I just wanna smile and live my life just how I want it

You can se

I count the seconds While I start to write And move my pencil as a knife To cut oceans of word, So forty notes on my skin If only I could steal it to kill the distance and make you Happy with my swee

I'd like to die and wake up in heven with you
I watch your eyes and ask me if you'll never be mine
You fly inside my mind and i can't...i miss my wings.
The night is lost inside my memories.

And now i ask myself

How can i save tonight? if i can't die and rise again with y

Last note I wrote with blood

I'm sick of lying in this way without direction
Where is my place? I can't move without seeing...
I can't see my direction the only one that makes me feel alive
The only one that brings me back to home
I cannot understand how can it go so in low

Two years are not enaught to cut small heart

Another rain I feel
Another story starts between my fears
but now I've to understand if it's so real
the ghost of past ,screams in my head
and I' v not time to run , it's time to give up

you know, that I 'll be just a corne