I know its where we had to end
The torch we doused we lit again
The flame of our affliction kept us
Holding on from far away
The dreams we had
The love we made
The times we drank ourselves asleep
To wake up to what we believe
In what we have and what we need
W

I know it's where we had to end, the torch we doused we lit again, the flame of our affliction kept us holding on for far away, the dreams we had the loathe we made, the times we drank ourselves to sl

Kissing you winter evening
I don't have the strength to say goodbye,
Sat around and drank all day,
Knowing that tomorrow i'll be gone,
And i'm so in love with you

And tonight when they played our song on the radio,
And tonight i felt everything i loved,
You're the g

You can cut to the bone with
all my angry obsessions.
All these chalky happy pills,
and their consequences.
Am I done with sleeping?
Am I done with waking up?
And I'm tired of thinking,
that I've taken to much into
my apologize and lucid dreams
and fogged up t

boy is it coming to me
lotta bodies i don't know
hoped i could get some sleepin'
hope that they will go
that boy is crying
forget about the lying
he's not singing
cause his ears are ringing
i've gotta hit the sheets again
gotta catch an hour before i go
do

the weight of the past is cloudy as if it's been raining,
and this sunny city life is held in empty hands,
the pacific is looking so wonderful tonight,
with a cinderblock and a rope tied to my ankle
it's closer than this twelve pack of medicine
impairing the thought to the li

I was a superstar at everything,
and one by one I gave up all the rest.
I made a dream or two at best,
then I broke one bone and bruised the rest.
So please just play a song,
where I can sing along.
Raise my hands up,
lift my glass up high,
and leave the past sink

And I'll hide under the covers,
Until this winter's over,
And I won't see the sun,
And I won't watch the rain,
And I won't count my blessings for my blessings are my pain,

There's things I fear (there's things I fear) that scare me to death,
I've got a lot of fear

I've been dreaming of waking up happy under the sun,
In the smog and the traffic and dreams of california,
So this lonely live takes to i-80 to try and forget,
All the people and friends that forgot about me when i left

I'm finding home i'm finding my heart,
My head, the re

It's a small town built on novel objections,
And white local papers with only corrections,
There's grease on the collars and ties,
And a life conceived to die,
And I could pass you by with that look on my face,
That says "hey go fuck off,"
I'm leaving this place,

Well I've seen that giving up,
It has given back to me,
And what's left is strong and true,
And I built it next to you,
I've waited, I've failed, and I've wanted,
Now I've got it,

And I hold my hand to touch the skyline,

I awake from sleeping,
This wid

We sat on a swingset side by side
Suspended from this rusted frame like puppets
The beach light flickered out and died
You stared at your feet as I looked at you and smiled

We saw the first two moons that night
One in the water and one up in the sky

And I live for n

there's a cloud stretched over the highway
as I drive back home to nothing
but a bed where I'll sleep in a night
I will spend here alone and this pillow
still smells like your hair and the salt from your tears
I'll wish you were there as I curl up my arms
and hold them as

We signed both our names
and the cards were done,
by acting so old we felt
so young, and you licked
the stamps and I lit the tree,
you faked a nap and watched
me open your presents without your permission,
the smile on your face,
I knew I was forgiven,
I said

Watch me break like tempered glass,
And cut my wrist while falling,
For boredom sake i'll call in sick,
And i'll just keep on writing,
These letters to homesick angels,
Resting calmly on my shoulder,
As i apologize for living,
You could have done this better

You

It's there where i had left
You and it's then when i had
Known the reasons why a
Phrase that weighed the miles
From decision and you never
Called to stop it from
Goodbye and after my car was
Packed and the maps were
Spread like paint up on the
Dashboard my pho

We drove down reseda,
In the car as i drove you home,
Listened to love songs on the radio,
I bought all those records,
Just so i'll remember you,
In the arms of someone new

Tell me that you felt it too,
Tell me that you felt it too

It's nights like this i feel

Long before my stomping grounds got trampled on,
I sat and felt the greatest song that every painter and every poet didn't create.
The words the opened doors from what my parents had wished for,
when the had a child and raised a kid,
I came to this.
How good does life feel in

Lethargic as it may seem this
Closure is all that we have
And the neon light on my
Heart is still blinking
Vacancy i'm not ready to
Throw your tears away i'm not
Believing that my mind will
Forget you someday, you said
I would be alright but i keep
On waiting

We made our plans to meet
Tonight under street lights
Of suburban u.s.a. nostalgia
That i keep on playing on the
Mix will play that life made
For you and it's telling me
That we've all found
Something true embedded in
Nights like tonight and we
Move on let's w