These fragments lying at my feet.
Blood on my hands so indiscreet.
I'll put them both behind my back as this is mine to own.
Memories will twist and burn.
Hand me a rose and i will learn.
It's thorns embed into my flesh and suddenly i've grown.
I force these thoughts from

I gave you my love
Though crystalized
I sent you a rose with nevermore
So many years
So many hours
And only thistles on my shore
For all that it's worth
The blood on my hands
Is the blood of divinities
And all that is lost
Sound or unsound
Only bonds b

Remember me when I am gone away,
Gone far away into the silent land;
When you can no more hold me by the hand,
Nor I half turn to go, yet turning stay.
Remember me when no more day by day
You tell me of our future that you planned:
Only remember me; you understand
It

Beneath this broken city lies sacrifice.
We have never given a thing to receive this punishment.
Nail your own hands through the back of your brother,
Not realizing that he has literally raped your mother.
Let the blood flow, intoxicating in it’s effects.
And eat heartily, fe

Beginings flourish in waves of wind and rain
Cold sinking further, tense, inside the silent echoes
Swirling in unpredictable shades
Try disguising my deepest songs while so soft a reflection
In your eye
I'm pushing forward but to what awaits the end?
And what has brought

The dark puts hate before me
And i feel its waves envelop me
You are the cause; you are the trigger
You are the crux for what i've come to be
Actions speak without a sound
You planted this seed inside of me
Now it's grown and in darknes,
My soul it drowns.
-this i

I never thought flesh could be so deceiving
Even in a lifeless face.
I still can’t see past her smile...
And those eyes.
A constant reminder of what contentment meant to me.
As i wipe the crimson stains from her now drying cheeks
I still can’t come to terms with what has

The fog so thick before me
It's the dawning of a dark day
I'm alone in this transforming
Inside i whisper but i don't have a say
Embedded in this flesh
The knife it twists
But i don't feel the pain
The smile of suffering across my face
I could escape but i remain<

Welcome one again.
My feelings to splatter upon the wall.
Running red with lost emotions.
Who will remove your dismembered rag doll?
Who will carry my soul away?
It’s broken memories will live forever.
Most of it’s memories can be shut away with
Very little endeavor.<

But the messenger, a truth disguised
A fleeting thought - unrealized
My subconscious strength keeps me blind
Illusions of a tortured mind
As green leaves fade and break away
I'll take what i need from this day
And leave behind what makes me bleed
On emptiness my sorro

And i won't be afraid of death
Because i know hell can't be worse than this
So save your prayers and save your breath
There's no heart that beats inside of this chest
Just slit these wrists and let me bleed it out
From warm to cold as words part my mouth
I never meant to