Spiraling down the staircase, straight to hell
The pain is torturous
This is my sick fantasy, where the suffering never ends

Where the ceilings constantly bleed
In this vile cold dark room
Shackled hands, chained to the wall
How do I end this right now?

I bash my

How's it feel to live on the edge of the knife?
No consequences
We're born into this
Dull on the end
They're out to get us

I sleep the days away
Paralyzed and weighed down
No one can save us now
Shoveling away the dirt
I won't forgive you for what you've don

As I wander through the bitter cold
My memories return for the last time
I’ve lost myself in solitude

My time is now
Into the grave
My body molds

Who are they supposed to trust?
A coward?
A fraud?

I'll see you on the other side
Pull me away
Pull me under
I can't wait to be free

You're just as guilty as me
The depression flows within me
Like the wind and the blood in my veins

I'd rather fight m

When will I let go?
My pain is numbing in the worst way
Blinded by the light

I let my fear guide me away from you
Away from here
Hopeless and afraid

I’ve reached the bottom
I’ve failed you
I grow weaker by the day
So fragile

Is this bliss or misery?<

The demons grasp me by the feet
While the angels' hands descend from the skies above to save my soul
I find myself in limbo between a life of misery and self-sacrifice
My body decays in this bed of ash
I can finally rest, leaving my memory in the past
In this bed of ash

Dark circles under my eyes
Pulsating from the stress of life
Endlessly torturing my body from head to toe
(As my bones and dirt become one)
All lies

Embracing the pain inside
Bringing my human form alive
What else do you want from me?
What else could you possibl

Suffer

The floorboard creaks, one step after another
Damp from the morning fog, her skin glistens
In the pale light through the window
These years of repetition, wearing thin

Despair leaks from the lining of the walls above
Bringing an infinite numbness
My arms at my chest, po

Christfucker

Spit in the face of the corporation
Shovel away the dirt and blood
The walls of this place are much colder

They can weep at my feet
They can beg for mercy
Will you be mine when the gates finally open?

Suffering for a single release
Pain only numbs me for the next

The semantics don't change my position
The semantics don't change my position
The semantics don't change my position
The semantics don't change my position

I remember this moment vividly
Your hanging body behind the bedroom door
The deafening sound of the train passing by
I begin to collect myself as I stare out the window

Before I grab my gun from the closet and set it on the bed
I sit for a moment
Staring into your lifel

Once these eyes open, I see the reality
Trees are on fire
Streets are in shambles

The ground shakes from the constant fear
Unable to keep myself above
I shatter into the concrete

What was I?
Was it worth it?
I'll never know

Straight through the wall
Across the street
One bad idea
Twenty years and change
Time to think
Nothing but accidents happen down here
Underneath
Look at you reach for the sky from your cage
And now you

Caption your actions
(With lies)
Glass in the ma

My time has come, this holy moment
I cut my wrists and feed the starving souls
The angels are weeping
I descend
Mutilated from the inside out, where cruel intentions lie

You will be my sacrifice
Where were you when God took their last breath?
On this fragile table o

Your faith can’t save you
Your prayers, they mean nothing
You’ll never know true sorrow
What makes you so different?

Rotting away
Decaying in beauty
The pain never ends in the garden of despair

The leaves drip in misery
The skies grow darker, masked with dread

Corruption
Your veins are filled
I can finally breathe
My veins are filled
I can finally breathe

You will always be my enemy
The past has no mercy on us

No mercy on you
Only distant memory remain
No mercy on me
Only distant memory remain
Into dust<

Christ fucker