I knew the consequences of leaving it all, of leaving it all behind
But I was tired of pretending
I started forgetting how to be myself
I wasted my time accepting the dreams that were plaguing me
And it didn't help

You were the light standing in the dark
Sinking every s

It felt so wrong when our eyes met for the first time
Then you looked through my soul and healed the void I felt inside
Your hand in my hand, shining through the night lights
Waiting for the sunrise

I said
I don't want
I don't want
I don't want you to fall
In th

Do you see the bruises on my skin?
These are not what makes me feel like shit
I'm not OK
The voices in my head
Tell me I'm messed up, fucked up
Harming myself for fun

Maybe I don't belong here
Maybe I'll just burn (burn inside)
Maybe I should disappear
Maybe

Whispers that I’ll never hear again
Voices, they get lost in the rain
I'm crying in vain

Time runs like blood through my veins
I feel the pain, so I close my eyes, jump higher
Let the wind take me away from here
I disappear

I'm flying in hellfire forever in pain