Woke up in the middle of the night
In my studio, my head was pounding
Bass next door so loud
That I'm pretty sure my dreams were drowned out
And my pillow's wet from the tears I've just wept
Yeah, I know it's scary, but I tell myself it's temporary

I think that I'm an a

I can be my own cheerleader, you can do it, you can do it
La la la la la la la
I can be my own cheerleader, you can do it, you can do it
Come on put your back into it

What a good day
Goin' outside for a walk
And the clouds look like they're white spray paint
If I lo

Congratulations
You just broke my heart to pieces
I'm out of patience
Promised me that I'd see changes
Different faces
But I don't know which one of them is true
But only a fool would try to save you

You don't think that I'm pretty like the other girls
'Cause I

And don't give up on me yet
And don't give up on me yet
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
And don't give up on me yet
And don't give up on me yet
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah

Don't give up on me yet
You always promised me you wouldn't
Since the first time we met
And don't gi

If we're not growing, then we're already dead
Why'd you leave me flowers at the foot of my bed?
'Cause if they're not growing, then we're already dead
Yeah, we're already dead, yeah

If we're not growing, then we're already dead
Why'd you leave me flowers at the foot of my b

Yeah, yeah, aah, aah

I'm in the club and it's raining
With all these all these bottles of Champagne &
Gimme the wall, gimme the wall, gimme the wall
'Cause tonight I'm gonna sit back and just watch it all
I'm in the club and it's raining
With all this pussy and it's

Girls like me
Kill boys like you
'Cause girls like me
Like girls too

So I don't really care if you're into me
RIP to your self-esteem
Go six feet deep with your big pipe dreams
Honestly, all I need is

Girls
Just wanna have girls
Just wanna have
Som

Had a dream last night
You died in my arms
There was no one there to save ya
Had to stop myself from calling ya
Falling hard, got me fucked up
I'm not ready yet
And as the days go by
I wonder if you're up above wishing we could say bye
Had to stop myself from call

Don't start running away, I’ll give you anything
Got me going out of my way, to get the best for you
Don't start making me beg, I'll give you everything
My heart is yours to take, is it enough?

I want you bad, bad, bad
I know you missing what we had, had, had
You know y

I am spittin', drinkin' tea
In the R.V
Baby, you're my favorite company
Throw my phone into the sea

My head in the clouds
Gettin' head in the clouds
Light that shit up real quick

I need it
Where do memories go when it's time to die?
Tell me where you're go

It's a hot one, look Mama I got one
Puttin' on my track but she's like: That sounds wack
So she runs around inside my head
Like a devil with a gun and shoots up all the fun, yeah
Head to parties, bein' super tardy, 'cause I'm scared
'Cause no one really cares, so I run around

I'm on my bullshit again
Wake me up before you get in bed
Little kisses on my eyes
You are such a waste of time
Like mosquitoes in the night
Sucking more blood just to stay alive
Before we know it, six feet under
Why'd I let you over?

If life could give me reaso

(Higher, when you come around it's like fire)

Are you freaking kidding me?
Cutest shit I've ever seen
You could take my virginity
Never meant that much to me

Higher, when you come around it's like fire
Never will I ever get tired, no
Oh my God, I think that I'm li

I'm sorry, sorry
I'm sorry, sorry

Had a pic of your bitch in my Catholic school locker
Kissing on the girls in the back of the chapel
Thinking I could be saved
Thinking I could be saved
Oh, no, no, no, no

Remember all the nights we spent that summer?
Sneaking

You take my words and you turn them into weapons
Switchblades and you throw 'em so reckless
But when I say that I hate you, I don't mean it
And every day I just wish you would shut the fuck up
Always ruin us, I don't even know if I can handle this
Find yourself a side bitch,

Never give a sweater to a girl if you want it back
I’ve been searching for a meaning on the walls in the cracks
Lying in my bed with panic attacks
Counting sheep like I count my racks

Hold me underwater
Seeing rainbow, seeing color
Like her eyes from that summer
Wis

Is that phem?
No, it's Vacumhead

Don't go talkin' shit unless you're God
All I ever hear is: Blah-blah-blah
Don't go talkin' shit unless you're God
All I ever hear is: Blah-blah-blah

Don't go talkin' shit unless you're God
All I ever hear is: Blah-blah-blah
Do

Why'd you have to be so fucked up?
Crying on the floor til I throw up
Looking in the mirror like: Who's there?
I don't know anymore, like: Who cares?
You don't have to be so fucked up
Not begging for attention, I'm numb
Zombies in the party, blank stares
I don't know