Tell the truth.
Do you just need someone or do you need me?
My eyes are barely staying open,
And I can't bring myself to do anything but sleep.
When did I become so reprehensible?
So irresponsible?
Now when I wake up,
I'm just disappointed that I did.

Walked in to find everything of mine that you still had neatly on my bed.
Opened the note that you had left saying "I think this is really the end".
All the while, I'm wondering if I'm getting better or I'm getting back at you -
So I'll pretend it's working out.
And that's the ha

And it caught me off guard
The way things that I was so sure of simply crumbled away
I woke up with winter inside of bones
I'd never been so sure of anything

You were the ocean, I was the sand beneath your waves

And all the things that pushed us together
Are all the t

And it began with a subtle sense of apology
To myself for what I am, and especially what I am not
Justifying my mistakes as if I'm owed anything for putting myself
In a position to hate every miscalculated move I make
Stitch by stitch, I pull myself apart

Then you take a de

I'm just a voice on the phone
You're just a face in a frame
So it's no surprise to see the shape you take
You're so fragile
You're so full of blame
But I don't blame you

All those promises that you had made to keep
I guess you'll keep eventually, to anyone but me

On my way home, I hoped that every passing car out on the road was you
Catching up to tell me something resembling the truth
But you haven't even said you're sorry yet, so instead
Would you tell me this:

Did you hesitate on your way through the door?

On your way home, did

I'm making excuses to justify my conclusions
and bypass convictions that I have
I'm not ashamed to admit my feelings
Until it comes down to someone who counts
I'm acting like I'm supposed to save the world
but I just want to seem real to other people

It's in the way tha

It's been years with the hope kept close to my chest
That what I'll get will be better than what I have
So I'll stay inside and try to sleep my days away

I've been spending a long time looking down
Trying to figure out exactly who I am

I can't believe everything that I le

I've been trying to reach my friend,
But I've been asleep for days in my backseat
Trying to find my way out of this place.
I've been trying to reach my friend,
But she's been packing all her things

I'm so sick of coming home to find another empty space.
I'm having a har

We both said "it's been a long time coming,
But let's make no mistake about why we're here"
And although I knew how wrong it was,
I never felt so honest in my life
I said I'd make a believer out of you
Half hoping for the truth about how you don't "believe in love"
But I

Am I dead to you yet?
As if asking makes any sense
I'm taking pictures just to prove that I exist
And I wonder if it's on your mind
Just as often as it is on mine
I'm shaking hands with square one

And now, I'm right back where I started from

My skin and these bone

Hey, I thought I chased you away.
I guess I misunderstood the depth of the will that it takes.
What is it they say?
"You have to hit rock-bottom before you learn to be okay".

Are you back to your old ways?
You're back to your old ways.
Hey, I thought I chased you away.<

So tell me how this works
Just hold the past over my head
Go on and tell me something to the effect of
"Look at what you're giving up for what you're going to get"

Cause the talking just gets us to nowhere
Because the truth is in the way
So I asked you if things had cha

As sure as I stand here, I wait
For that instance just to reach down
And strangle my insides.
But I'll move on.
Find a better way to spend my days
And just keep telling myself:

"This is what I wanted. This is what I need"
So I'll watch you drown.
'Cause there's

I can't remember the last time I looked someone in the eye
Keeping myself in suspense
Well I've long since sold my soul to a ghost of where I've been
I've long since grown to know the consequences of this life I choose to live
But isn't it obvious?
I understand your intent, a

"Just go" you said
"Not forever, just for now".
But what's the difference?
What's the difference? What's the point?
Let's be honest. You already had your mind made up
Before I even had the chance to plead my sorry case.
But it's okay

Fast forward a couple months. I

You walked in, expressionless
You were cold like the space between your coat & your clothes
I'm in between deja vu & delirium
Remembering things that haven't happened yet

I don't think before I speak
What an empty attempt at a personality

We're just friends 'c

Wait!
I've got something to say.
But it probably wasn't that great.
I should have wrote it all down and kept it safe.
But what good would that do anyway?
To my greatest of ghosts that I have learned to let go;
It's been an interesting road. Farewell.
All I wanted was

Oh, how we get older.
Oh, how we forget about each other.
We've all become strangers with familiar faces
All with broken hearts of gold.
Do you remember the nights in our cars?
No gas in the tank, but we had what it takes to make it home.
Oh, how we get older.
Oh, how

"Lately I've been thinking that you're just out of the question,
and no I don't have an answer as to why"
Enormous changes at the last second
End up to equal the way we measure people
Maybe, just maybe I will learn that I got what I deserved
And you said

"I should have