I'm sorry that I'm not the best you think I could be
I know you expected so much more from me
I'm sorry that I couldn't do anything to make you proud
Now it's too late because you're no longer around

I don't want to feel like I disappointed you
So please tell me is there an

I'm losing my mind
I don't know why
I'm feeling sorry for you
I don't know what else to do

The world is so dark
And it's hard to cope
I'm losing faith
I'm losing hope

In the nature
Of the people
And the morals of them all
Because the virtues
Of

Watch the sunset on the sea,
You're not here with me,
I want to be right next to you

I rarely leave home,
And im all alone,
I'd rather be alone with you

You don't have to be,
Anything else for me,
I just want to see you smile,
We're not here for long,

Often I find myself stuck somewhere I don't want to be
I'm starting to think that there's something really wrong with me
I don't really go out much I mostly stay at home
But if I don't go out sometime soon I'll probably die alone

I must confess I am oh so afraid
Times runni

It's been a while since I last cried
I drown out the thoughts of suicide
With chemicals and lots of pills
I guess its still cheaper than a hospital bill

But now I feel so numb and empty
I woudn't care if the world was ending
I have goals and pacific coast dreams
I a