I feel alone even at home
Rather be outside, a cat in the cold
Make lots of new friends, we don't have to speak
Explore in the nighttime, don't need to be seen

I'm trapped in my bedroom, inside my bad dreams
I pray for a good one, but we'll just have to see
Closing my e

I don't think that I am destined for anything at all
I don't even know why I sing anymore

There's something in the air that tells me to care
I think that others laugh at me
When I sit alone at lunch

I've always had a messed up brain
It drives me insane
I wish that

Always in my head when I sleep
Can't get what you did out of me
Terrified to ever even speak
When I reach my grave, will you finally leave?

Six years old and catching fairy seeds
I was safe and everything was green
Time travel to here and now I'm stuck
I'm left feel

Cried in the rain yesterday
Because I felt so out of place
This is the last day
That I'll never be okay
Because I won't do

You looked deep in my face
Said my outfit matched my eyes today
The sky was cold and grey
You didn't look back to wave when you walked away

If there is another world
I hope you made it there
I hope you're proud of me
If I was another girl, who would I be?

My friends are the leaves
I wish you were here with me
All I do is grieve
I wish you were here with me

Where will I go after this class
If I don't have love or a dream job?
I'll live with my mum like I always have
And honestly I don't mind that

Sometimes I think about those who hurt me
I wonder about where they could be
It isn't my fault that I'm still this sad
But t

Lost the special leaf that I picked up
Woke up this morning with my heart beating out of my chest

Falling over rocks
Mud on my socks

I was scared when you looked at me
I'd forgotten what it feels like to have someone like me
I wanted to make you a playlist but I didn't know where to start
I'd forgotten what it feels like to show someone my heart

I don't know the right words to say
I think I'll sleep away

Met Satan in a screen
He probably wants to kill me
Please continue to rot
Stop being something you are not
Disguising as an angel
You're only making things worse for me
If you're decomposing yourself
Please just leave me be

Think I lied
This was the happiest I'd been in a while
You were the Sun, I was the Moon
Wish this didn't have to end so soon

You kissed my head
I felt myself fall in two
I can't sleep because I thought I finally
I would get up if I could found you
But nightmares

I am scared of walking through town
I want to hide and never come out
Just in case you're around

I always go quiet when I feel ugly
You make me feel ashamed to be me
It's just too risky to breathe
In case you see

I don't want to hurt anyone
But surviving is ju

I hate that you don't know that you're bad
And if you do, you don't care about that
You scheme at night, a bat in flight
Ready to pounce on anyone that looks right

How do you sleep with blood on your teeth?
I try to dream, but there's too many bite marks in me

What did we talk about?
I can't remember now
It's all blacked out
Walking around town, I see the shadows of us
There is nothing left
After you left