You used to say that I'd always be too anxious
And I spend too much of my time in my head
So here we go again, never ending ups and breakdowns
You were a liar then and you're nothing now

Fuck you and all your friends
Can't stand none of you no more
I can't play pretend<

(You were cold blooded)
(Cold, cold blooded for me)
(Cold, blooded)
(Cold, cold blooded for me)

I'd been running circles
Tryna' figure out
Things I didn't know
Oh

All the things you told me
Were they meaningless?
I needed to know

So I take anothe

Going once, going twice
Count the voices every night
I can't hide
From what's festering

Inside of me, 'side of me
Always lie to me, lie to me
I'm losing all control
And it's frightening, frightening
Like it's creeping inside of me
No saving my soul

All

I could see it on your face
Yeah, you don't wanna be here (you don't wanna be here)
But time is being wasted
I can't even see clear (I can't even see clear)

'Cause we fight to make up
Then complain about love
Maybe it's best we go our separate ways
But I longed for

I'm calling out
Without making sound
You're silencing my every move tonight

I'm breaking down
You won't let me out
I'm dying just to breathe out of your sight

Give me just one small mistake
To prove your darkest of ways
Follow the map to a safer haven
This

I've been looking up, I won't face it
Take another drink and I lie
So close to the edge, I can taste it
Wasn't good enough for you this time

'Cause now all of my nights I'm waiting up
Never knew that I could feel this way
It's been long enough, I'm giving up

'Caus

I think I saw you in a photograph
Told you maybe you had crossed my mind
You said you always knew that I would be your other half
But I heard that you were bad at math

Why don't you tell me, tell me the truth
You're never changing
Why don't, why don't I move on
Here

So say you'll remember
All our guilty pleasures
If this is the end, well it was good while it lasted

Call me out, shut me up, say you're disappointed
Put me down, pick me up, I know you enjoy it
Fall in love, falling out, I cannot afford it yeah
I know it's not importan

I've made a habit of hiding
I fell in love with the silence
It's easier for me to paint a smile on
Tell everybody that I'm doing fine now
But they can't tell I'm a liar

My reflection's someone else
And I don't know their name

Oh what a disgrace
I'm losing my f

I’ve had my ups and my downs
But you were always around for the bottom
I had to make my way out
When I was blinded, in doubt of the outcome

Now look at all the things you’re making me do
Baby you know I ain’t got a lot to lose
'Cause I had built up our house, and then y

(Can I call you my family if you never had me?)

In a world that you break your silence
You would know my name
I wanna go where you've been hiding
Ah, ah
What part of me is the fire you started? Does your mind work the same?
I wonder if you're here, still around

'C