Beauty and fear as the sky opens up
Panic subsides as you're forced to accept

Take what you can when nothing remains
Shed all your tears, they're doing the same
Plan and decide that it's time to destroy us
Welcome the end out of spite for your pain
Eradicate, commiserat

No one thinks, no one feels, anymore
Comment if you want to
I was one of the few with respect
And now I've lost my mind
Seek it out, take away what I want
No abide, no one's right
Animal, deep inside, tolerance
I do not have at all (yeah!)
Constant crave, all obse

The future fades
The past is all that's left
Clutching a perfect knife
I push them away
Say things I might regret
To change my fucking life
The pull in my chest
That damn burn in my gut
Regret, nervousness
Is this all I know?
How can one person in the crow

Nothing. No one. No love. Ever.
I tried to communicate
Try to affiliate
No love equals hate
Even amongst rejects, I'm a fucking reject
Grab on to desires
I am an anomaly
Crippling anxiety
Innocently watching all you take for granted
Changes never mattered

Futile, wasted, fallout
Blasting the decent and thinking you're better
You're no one
Spare us your glaring and judgmental thinking
You know not
One more self-entitled faker
Just a smartass without wit
Fake laughs don't hide all, you know
You don't impress anybody<

Careless loss of dreams
Dreams that never breathe
Moments in which I obsess

You don't know the things I'm thinking
Glimpses of yesterday
Throw them all away
Distractions that hold me back
You don't know the things I'm thinking
You don't know the things I'm think

Cursing reason
Victim of treason
Outnumbered by the mold
Can't live,
can't sleep
Numb hate in one spree
Push me, you get results
And now you
motherfuckers want a piece?
Too bad I'm packing heat
Irate, I devastate
Everyone I see
All I see are target

"kill", everyone says on the defense
Flogging their own kind to death
Losing more than blood and sweat
Ammunition spreads the waste
Gasping for air, the solider said to me
"take a look around. war is everywhere."
Son carries the flag, carries his gun
Bearing the sins

They call me an old soul
Tired of the ups and downs
How much more can i take?
They call me a young fool
Never am i satisfied
How much more can i give?
Like dusk to dawn
I feel the same
Like dusk to dawn
I wait for change

No more answers
Jaded, I've seen it all
What's the reward for pain?
Analyze
Casualty walking by
In my reality what is God?
Always reaching

For what can't be reached
Begging, pleading
Get me out of here!
Sentimental
Driving myself insane
I can nev

No belief in fate, falling further away
Tempting thoughts are surreal
Time erases not all wounds, I'm walking proof
You don't always reap what you sow!

Nothing to see, no one to hold
Can't ever be with you
No one better push me lest you're ready die
And now I'm will

Patient, reckless
All in and boundless
I doubt all things
End in my eye now
I choose to live
For what reason, i don't get it
Yet i choose to live
Should i die, don't regret it
A reason hides for everything
My art left behind
A reason hides for everything

This obsession I cannot hide
Cannot hide misdirected hatred
And I can't help but override
Override considered consciousness
If you stay here, I might kill ya'
I might kill ya
Physically or otherwise, blatant aggression,
I know it's cliche
But just go Take with you

You're no saint
Damning bodies fleeting of souls
Follow brainless teachings of old
In hopes of owning masses
Spitting venom, calling it "faith"
For twisted, sick ideals
Their book becomes a crutch and a shield
Their theory in the role of a sword
How dare you point

I hold another vigil for myself
When all they see sunlight, I see fire and rain
All my possible prospects have turned out false
I feel like I'm dying and yet somehow I feel alright
Who's to say? All we lost and won?
Who's to say?
Who's to blame for these times?
A narc

Neurotic psychosis, forging alternatives
My life and failures become your problem
When I embrace calamity
Follow examples of rivals before me
With them I identify
Another of many
Yet nobody's with me
And I'm alone here
Deviating
Within the siren of fear
Bu

One more statement
I'm not crazy, yet you think so
You are the same: desperately escaping
My grieving
Life in the now
All the world was fine back then
What a lie i choose to tell
Cherishing memory of a younger me
When fresh air and landmarks mattered the most

Oh shit! Bodies rising! Climates clashing!
Everyone is broke!
Watch them all freak out! Leap out windows!
Trained for years to compete for garbage!
I can't wait for the day you see
You've been wasting your time with this pursuit
You think you're so smart but you don't kno

Dreams built for kings by those who live nightmares
In a land where liars own the truth
Civil unrest, a rare devotion
And everyone just follows along
Working hard and no reward
Face all that fell as moving towards regret
Those in charge say "be responsible"
Excuses ma

I look up to the sky
Regressing in my mind
And time has passed me by
So much was left unsaid
No closure, just regrets
Sometimes it takes my breath

But then I realize
I was who I was
I did the best I could
So say you think you know
I'm burning as a soul