The plants on my Windows ill are dying
And that was the reason last time
You saw me crying
Everything seems to be going fine
But I am holding your hand
And you’re not holding mine

Call me cliche
Call me a blag
Call me a child
But please call me back
I fe

You've been avoiding this for years
Tell me about your biggest fears
Said that you are afraid of heights
I am afraid of lonely nights

I've been avoiding nicotine
I never was allowed caffeine
One dose a day will make me dream
You love to rip me at the seams
Rip m

I believed I would step outside of purgatory
Only to find that the sky was still grey
And everything around me was just chaos
I'm not moving as fast as I thought I would be
When I was 13 I was looking through 3-D glasses
With firework patterns and seeing the future
Imagin

This isn't a joke no more
And maybe we can take it slower
I see that I do not get to choose
Did I?
Did I?

And if this is really equal
Why do I feel like like the weak one
I didn't really want a sequel
Do I?
Do I?

How many times do I have to say no?

Growing up is like growing
Into a plastic mould you don't fit in
But at the same time you're
Being torn limb from limb
And you can feel the walls
Crushing you skin
Like a vacuum being attached
To a plastic bag
You're watching yourself
Shrink from within
An

All around me are familiar faces
Worn out places, worn out faces
Bright and early for their daily races
Going nowhere, going nowhere
Their tears are filling up their glasses
No expression, no expression
Hide my head I want to drown my sorrow
No tomorrow, no tomorrow</

White walled rooms
And tar stained halls
Purgatory, break the fall
Cigarette burns, on the couch
Microwave your feelings out

I get stomach aches, my whole body shakes
Like I'm standing on an earthquake, waiting for the ground to break
I get stomach aches, my whole b

When you speak, it's like you just want me
To sit there and listen and plea
And this is the problem, you see
With every position I've been in

I won't be here for long
My determination is strong
If you think you have got me, you're wrong
An I can see right through yo