This is a lonely road
I’m not sure where it goes

This is a lonely road that more than I have know
I’ve reached a crossing the pavement splits in two
Do I follow blindly which ways the light that I once knew

This is my life and the choices given
Everyday is a brand new

As silence breaks I’m left here with a common taste
Follow the light to the other side to find death
Fall back to a hazy gaze. I try to let my mind erase
My blood flows with memories of a time I haven't lived yet

Oh, well I don’t want to waste this life but I can’t let go of ti

Thoughts and memories, I can't believe that you could leave
This is my last chance to see if I can raise it from the deep
I'm not afraid to leave, not afraid to let you go
You gotta find a way to let me know
So I can finally see how it's supposed to be
I can't control what's

I’m becoming everything that I hate
And I don’t want to die a fucking disgrace
I’m the man that ruins his name
Live a life full of lies and personal gain
I don’t want to die on my own here
And be pushed to death by my own fear
I don’t want to die while I lay here
And

I’m waiting

I’m here now let’s live it up
Let’s tear these walls down then build them up
If the times right then why wait will we exist for another day

Do we really know how to live?
Do we live a forgiven sin?
Do we really know how to live?
Our God-given gift

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I'm breaking down I'm crumbling from the weight
That's been resting on top of me, is it in my face?
Unanswered questions, regretful answers, about my choice of space
Why am I afraid to be who's inside of me?
I've been running towards the light for all eternity
I've been so lo

I walk these streets and look at people's faces
They behind these masks day after day
I am so sick of the place that I live
I find myself gaining my friends in the wind

I hate everyone from the bottom of my heart
It's about damn time to let you know that
I hate everyone

Long ago
Just like the hearse you die to get in again
We are so far from you

Burning on just like a match you strike to incinerate
The lives of everyone you know
And what's the worst you take (worst you take)
From every heart you break (heart you break)
And like the

I'm so sick of everything you say
And I know it's not the first time those words came out your mouth
I'm not afraid to let you know how I feel
Because it's getting to the point where I can't stand it anymore

What's wrong with you? We don't think you're cool
What's wrong wit

If I fall back now
Could I possibly climb back out

Let me leave it’s my time now
I’ve had enough of this lonely hell
Hide and seek is a deadly game
When all you find is different types of pain

Right now I long for something more
I need a reason give me the feeling

I feel betrayed, I feel so bitter
How could you do this to me?
I put my heart onto the table and you just had a feast
Time passes me by as I sit and wonder why

I've been left broken
How can I pick up the pieces?
Have I really been so blinded?
Now I see everything.</

It's not in your head while sleeping
The sound of your parents screaming
I'll wait for you to turn out the lights

Sadness is all that is surrounding
You run and hide so frantically
From faces no one seems to see
They make you wish that you were dead
That's no way to

Sit back and watch the groove, we've learned a thing or two
We're here to stay, bumpin' hard, bulls on the loose
Jumped up hope not to fall, play the game and risk it all
But we don't care about what you have to say
Shots fired, ah you're dead, at least inside my head
I don't

I tried to run I tried to hide
I’ve been dealt this hand despite all the things that I’ve done
I tried to run and hide
I stayed up all night
I’ve been dealt this hand despite all the things that I’ve done

Been left alone nowhere to go
My eyes are swollen shut and I’m le

You are, you are what you become
So I'll give it all I got till I've had enough
You are what you become
You are, you are what you become
So I'll give it all I got till I've had enough
I'm so afraid of whats to come
Were they ever enough, the things we've done?

Livin

I've been shadowed by a storm but now it's gone
So keep it away, keep me away tonight

I've longed for answers to all these questions
I've asked myself for the past two years
Fallen prey circled by the vultures
Waiting for a chance to feed, waiting for a chance to feed on me

Stop wait go
Sometimes I never know
I run in circles till my gas tanks too low
Stop wait go
My God you’re too fucking slow is what I say to myself
Like I should know woah were here again
I’m so stuck in my head what was I doing again
Am I better off dead

It wasn

It’s not my fault no
But it’s how it has to be
Fought through thick and thin
But my skins not as tough as it was back then

This is not the way I thought it be
Lost lives and broken memories
I laid my head down yours then lifted up
You floated through the door forget

Three years ago when we first met you were so young and shy
But you grew into your wings to become a butterfly
Now your poison breaks through skin, feel it in my fingertips
But I won't mind, cause I wanna be right by your side

And I will go. Yeah I will cross the earth to find

I'm sorry sir, but I've got my side to tell
About the time I walked in a room and fell for an angel
Dancing in the air, walked through the door
And pulled up a chair, looked her right in her eyes
I knew she took my life right there

Oh what I'd give to have her heart
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