You're the monster that I fell in love with
'Cause you make me feel weightless, flawless
Like no one I have ever known
You're the roller-coaster gratifying reasons to exist
But how can I live when I know it's hard to go on without you, harder to go on without you

'Cause whe

I'm headed far away from home
With all the time and the space to roam
I said sorry way too much
Hide in the light, 'cause darkness isn't enough

So watch me on your TV screen
I'll be the dream that you can make believe
You're prisoner to your beliefs
But nobody sees

What's this ticking in my head?
How could something so subtle
Hurt so fucking bad?
And am I kidding myself if I tell myself it's the best I ever had?

Guess I'll open up this bottle
Drink away tomorrow
And pick up where I'm at
I'll pick up where I'm at
I'll pick

My head is spinning in a dark room
You caught me starring at the ceiling
This is the setting of the seasons
I’ll use the cross-eyed thoughts to

Excuse myself, amuse myself, and lose myself until we come back down, to prove that hell is
Where my hearts’ been, run in circle

Sugar, hold me down, la-la-love me now
Red light, be mine, hush, don't make a sound
Ya body's enough, it's enough, all I needed was a taste
Can't live without it now

You, you take me so damn high and I can't see the ground
You make me wanna

Fly, fly, fly
Fly, fly,

Everyone's a piece of shit
I'm no exception to the rule
Think some days I just might quit
But nowadays it just ain't cool

Na-na-na-na-na-na
Yeah, it's our anthem
Na-na-na-na-na-na

Everyone's a piece of shit
But we pretend to get along
Maybe we're just used

If only, you believed in me
I would run to you, I would run to you
There's no reason to manipulate the truth

It's a day too late
Am I thinking straight?
Could I run to you?
Could I run to you?
Am I where I'm supposed to be if I run to you?
Oh, oh, I run

We

Let's go!
Wake me up, before we're pulled back under

Sleeping in
To an empty house
I'm sinking in
To a lake like skipping stones

Out of touch, out of love
Wasting you, then finding love
(I'm still sleeping it off
I'm still sleeping)
Alone and in a rut<

I just wanna impress you
You're an ace of spades
And tell me, can you see through
That I need you here with me?
Cause I've been searchin' for you everywhere
All hours of the day
Won't you come home with me?
You're shining like a diamond
And I wanna keep you safe

Make your mark
Call it what you want
It's all a game of hide and seek
So you risk it all, all for the cause
Incinerate material things

Feels so wrong
Is it everything you wanted to see?
Can you feel it in the air, so cold?
Are you everything you wanted to be?

I feel a little troubled in my head
Some days you say we're better off dead
Well, I say we're better off in bed
Pumped up like veins filled with lead

Yeah, you were my crutch, my poison
The sickness that I've chosen
The high that keeps me rolling to a better place