Why don’t you come over
For a little bit tonight?
It doesn’t even matter
How long is your drive?
Are you thinking of me
The way I wish you would?
Are you thinking of me
The way I know you could?

It’s 4 AM and I'm tired but I won’t go home
Listening to you ta

I know that it’s wrong
But I wanna text you
Just to tell you that you’re wrong
It won’t go unnoticed
I know that it’s selfish

But I wanna start some drama
Wanna kick start all our problems again
I wanna start 'em again

Cause we’ll fight to fall and fall to fee

I never liked pool parties
Or underwater scenes
And I hate when I like someone
I'm scared they won't like me
And I never liked my hair colour
I always dyed it blonde
Avoided every mirror
How did I get it so wrong and

I expect the worst from everyone
'Cause I

My friends think I hit rock bottom
But I only told them
Half of what really happened
Just a corner of all the madness

And it’s easy to say that I'm stupid
For acting like I can’t
Bruise and see the worst
It’s hard when you’re always head first

And I'm sorry if

Woke up in a different bed, but I'm wearing the same damn clothes
I don't know where I'm going yet, but I don't wanna go back home
I stumble to a dive bar, somewhere that I could dance
He asked me where I'm going next, as if he thought that I had plans

And I said: Stay? Go?

Somebody he can hold when it’s cold at night
Somebody he can have just to pick a fight
Somebody he can touch with his own two hands
Somebody he can love but with no demands

He says he wants a girlfriend
But he doesn’t want to be a boyfriend
He says he wants a girlfriend

Told me he loved me while we were sitting on his mother's couch
He said it so special like he'd never say those words to anybody else
He said the right things at the right time
'Cause he knew, that I would die for it
He was so cool and cruel at the same time
He could do no wr

I saw you last week for the first time
You look so free without me on your mind
You always said I was reckless
Called me too much to take in

I thought of the night that we caved in
You gave up quick and I get it
I fought like a hero on a bender
You said I'm a poor c

Everyone from my hometown’s married now
And if they’re not, they’re just waiting for a chance to settle down
And Wyatt still sells weed from his parents’ basement
But the high is not as good now that our lives are complicated

And I wish I could be happy, playing safe and playin

Yeah, we're different people now
Isn't that a good excuse?
We don't see eye to eye
I don't have that much to lose
I went diving at Hyde Park
And lied and said: Wish you were here
But the truth is I don't think you like that stuff
Nor do you care

So you can call

I woke up
In a new bed today
It’s my own, I guess
But it doesn’t feel that way

I'm so tired of the jet lag
I thought it was a hoax
This grown up shit is getting old

And I miss my mom
She thinks I'm doing well
She tells me that I'm better off by myself

Yeah, it would've been nice to get a mornin' text
It would've been sweet if you stopped seein' your ex
But I know, it's out of your control
Yeah, it would've been cool if you liked my friends
I would've felt lucky if you kept your plans
But I know, you got places to go

Dirty sneakers, clean them off
After hours in the park
Took me golfing in British air
I would have hated it if you weren't there

You've had a lot of exes
Had a lot of experiences
But this is all so new
And I'm so scared that you

You're gonna ruin a lot of good

Overthinking everything
I want to be with you, why is that so hard to say
This should be the easy part I finally know how I feel

I got a lot going on, but I know that I'm the lonelier one
I know that you’re out there just fine and I'm thinking bout you

I don’t want to wri

Always talkin' ‘bout golf you know I hate it
You really know the ways to test my patience
And maybe I should remember that

And it’s embarrassing it’s been a couple months
All this time and I still don’t know what I want
But I'm kinda bored, I could call you up

And 99

You're arrogant
But I thought it was confidence
You're smooth so I believed the things you'd say
After a couple weeks
You were kinda mean to me
You said that you were going through some things you can't explain

And you hurt me
'Cause you've been hurt before
I st

I know what it feels like
To be everything you think about
And I know how your eyes lit up
And they hardly ever do that now
Yeah, I gotta beg you to come over
Used to have to drag you out of my house
Now I gotta ask you just to call me, I think I got it figured out