we're suffering the calibre

i drag me in and out, i'm my own contraband
i'm catering the interests, of a market i strongly resent
how crazy is that - can you feel that

i mess around, i fuck it up, somehow - i see us all getting administered
i mess around, i fuck it up,

A hundred suns, born to kill
It is madness, a sun created by man-
Once again a perverse irony of life
Earth creates - man destroys

Love and hatred
We are the butchers of the earth
A hundred suns will be born-
Millions of lives will fall

The first lightening,

Tell me!
How will I ever forget this
24 years of isolation?
24 years of black.
I will never forget this
24 years of separation
24 years of pain?

I will never forget this
24 years of ignorance
24 years of hate.
How will I ever forget?
Raped and used w

Moonlight - a glance of the moon into my
Blurred eyes - the darkness gives way
To the beauty of the evening light and
In a faint moment in this sheer
Endless time of despair and thought
Everything seems right - but it ain't
And my soul drowns in self-pity
It's so damn

I feel breathe, live alone with my love,
I gave it to you, i should have known,
Reality will never be a dream!
In my dreams i walk around,
In the darkness of my ashes,
Always following your light,
I feel no fear, cause your fire gives me safety
My fire burns deep and

I turn inside of myself - look back into my past -
Into nothing - the best time in life - barely present
I wish i could go back - tell that nice little boy
To be stronger - to be brave - bu i can't
He had his chance
I burn - scream - i despair on these thoughts of
The pas

The finest breeze of wind, born is the beautiful
Lonely in a wide open space
There is nothing to see of the world, only dream
Lonely in a wide open space

Nobody there to help, dead!!!...

The sun is low, the moon is high
The middle is my consciousness

The middle

The finest breeze of wind, born is the beautiful, lonely in a wide open space
There's nothing to see of the world
Only dream
Lonely in a wide open space, lonely
Just to be me, only dream

The sun is low, the moon is high and in the middle my consciousness
The middle of d

When time decides.
The circle made from love and trust breaks.
The chain breaks. An emptieness reveals.
Memories start to swallow me.
Searching the unknown of frustration from being into nothing.
Freedom. Way stars. My aim.
The joy of existhing.
What remained of waiti

I'm a dreamer
My roots are inside of me
I'm a loner
I am debris
I'm walking on clouds
Restless but deeply at ease
Into the now
Would you follow me!?

I am an alien
I wander alone into the unknown
I am an alien
I'm coming home wherever I go

Where

Save your breath
I don't wanna hear
This time it's forever
Nothing you could say will ever change that
Change that!

Save your breath
I don't wanna hear
This time it's forever
Nothing you could say will ever change that
Change that!

I gave you all I hav

Blizzards reign the fires by
The pod - their cold heat set ablaze my
Burning soul - embodiment at least
A fear rises - the storm clams the choires
Forever - maybe even death
The birds move forward and try to escape
Always following life
My fire - an ice desert - i bur

With open arms
I am waiting
With open arms
I see the end
With open arms
I am dying
Dying a mournful death

The landscape wipes out my tears
It's greyness stings my eyes
where the hell is the gloom?
What the fuck
I am so doomed

Chorus:
Star

[chorus:]
the shot - i need the antidote - shot - gimme the antidote
the shot - i want the antidote - i guess i need a lot

i guess i

this is a fucking addict - where you bring on designer dearth
it comes an' breeds dependency just about everywhere
you hand out on the

The image of the world i live in
Born into to fall into oblivion
Is the huge arena of illusion & deceit
Nothing's real
Not a thing curtain call & the show starts,
Commonness and self-leceration against the unceasing
Lape of redemption - clowns
The masters of d

Stand up you've got to manage
I won't sympathize anymore

And if you complain once more
You meet an army of me

You're alright
There's nothing wrong
Self-sufficience please!
And get to work

And if you complain once more
You meet an army of me

You're

What is this place and why am I here?
I see myself and nothing feels real
I'm torn between this world and the next
Walking the line between life and death

I can see the other side
Ascent of the Blessed
Drawn by a blinding light
I can see the other side
Ascent of

The imagination of an unrestrained dedication, without considering the consequences and the betrayal of own ideals, just to kill my thirst, fills me with hate, the temptation to dedicate myself unrestrained to cold love, is just as big as the hate for the lust of the flesh.
The lust of flesh

[Instrumental]

Goodbye, a word that makes me cry. all the joy and all the fun are suddenly gone - goodbye... I can feel the cold steel on my shaking skin I stand alone with my thoughts on a crossway to nev