My beautiful blood from mom and dad
With the hand grenade pin out
A beautiful breed, half whiskey, half weed
Full disappointed, every chance I see

When you are angry with everyone
(With you lips locked, stomach dropped, chips on your shoulder)
Just because we are laughi

I made myself strong
By getting my skin numb
And loosening up the thumbs
By pumping out the black tar water

I made myself real
By ripping up magazines
And staving off disease
By pumping out the black tar water

I made my friends leave
With tightrope at thei

Laughter rings hollow in the dining room
Cackling across empty platters

I know I missed another stitch
They cannot hide the sadness in their grins
Gently fraying at the hems and the neckline
Hours of hands fussing fall through the seams

I made it to the 21st century</

All the love in the world is not enough
For you have a head start
Somewhere in the sparkle of your eye
There's a memory I can't leave behind

In a car, on a train
No shade, I criss-cross every
Voicemail I can't delete
I'm saving up for square one as a
New adult,

Someone could lift me up
Someone could lift when I can't stand
I can't stand, crawling won't look so wrong
Inching my nose to open hands, open hands

Fresh flushing faces pop up on my palm
Hopeful embraces flashing to be found
I twist my story till one comes around
I

Hey, man, I am overthinking
When I am feeling magical
Nah, I'm just kidding
I got no feeling at all

Oh, nothing charges me like the night
It is like, good God, I was born to write
Hey, wait, what about my body though?
I got to find a way to get more glitter, more sa

Nobody smiles through a beating
Shakes off the blood and keeps playing
So what am I doing here, what am I

Smoky breath rise to the ceiling
Water stained wall paper peeling
And I am high in my mind
Where am I, where am I

We choke our insides in
And wish the out

I wrecked you on the record
You called because your neck hurts
You call me 'cause your neck hurts
You call because your neck's out
You call me 'cause your neck's out
I can't believe it (I can't believe it)
I can't believe it (I can't believe it)
I can't believe that i

Good boys are a lot of fun
They vote and clean up when they're done
Fast summer on tank top lane
I met a dreamer on roller skates
Pet back and pinched his cheeks
I laughed with him for seven weeks
When wonder had its way
He cut me off, I said okay
(It happens)

I'm always at it every night
Stoking the fire
Yearning for flight
Truth be told I'll soon be old

Top of the middle
I'm in the huddle
I'll drag my body through tiniest tunnels
It turns me on to soon be gone

I'ma I'ma send a

I'm always at it
Chasing th

Don’t get your panties in a bunch
I'm just saying what we’re all thinking
It’s tedious to play within
Predetermined roles we’re all given

Don’t you get tired of being the good guy
Don’t you get tired of being the dry eye in the room
Can’t you see past the pink and blue

Candles lighting windows
But the neighborhood is cold
Heartstrings galvanize feelings
Every thought is a transient chemical

Crises come with machetes
Harvesting the reactions, the moldy flavor of apathy
Trying to find the words to say
To take the visceral pain away<

Hey, it is your boy
Hey, it is your girl
Hey, it is your everyone
Standing in a line, showing cards, taking numbers
Standing in a line, one-way stride to the ocean
To the ocean

Hey, he is a lady
Hey, she is a man
Just like anyone
Watching waters rise, taking

I see a man in the alley
Hood hiding heaps of grief
These supple hands are trembling
Coat tails pass in the breeze

I smell the fear in the alley
Hood hiding heirlooms of class
These tired hands are steady
My fate is tied to the mast

Every time I see you, I am

Every tree bursting
No phoenix, no net
No Green Peace, no regret
Just gravity

Blowing no flames
Spitting out secrets
Thick noises out power our voices

Oh, nasty dog
You are choking on a cog in my time machine
Drag you along to the times from which you run<