How can you live afraid to face the day?
This world will find a way to fuck you anyway
How can you live afraid to fucking fight?
I'd rather die that be a coward all my life
How can you live with fear inside your heart?
It eats away at you you'll lose the game
Before you s

just because you cant dig it out
find it in yourself
the rage that drives us all
NOT TO FALL
fall in line melt away your face
bleed into the days
just another follower
WAITING TO DIE
BEHIND YOUR EYES
I can see there's something
BEHIND YOUR EYES
you use

I can't take this anymore
I'm losing what I was
All the nightmares that I face
They draw away my love
I've become unreasonable...
A vehicle of pain
All the sadness turns to rage 'til
Everything's bloodstained
I will not be the victim
I will not play your games

Years of being told you ain't as good as us
join the line, sign your name
and they all said that our country's goin' bust
but no one's foolin' us again

boston belongs to me
a nation's pride in the dirty water of the river
no one can take away her memory
boston belon

Time took it's toll left me cold and drove me down to hopelessness
Through suffering gained my strength just to see it's limits
then should I quit let defeat have it's way with my soul
or should I crash into those walls that seem so unbreakable
WHY DIE a beaten man
TO WEAK to

Dig myself into this hole everyday
No ones around to take the blame
I can't accept the fact I've been lead astray
Just numb myself, numb myself every day
Life holding me down
Without a chance for me
Snake eyes on every roll
No control for myself
So this is it I ca

I lost my grip on it all
all the pain is unresolved
all the words that meant so much
stolen - abused - raped - and fucked
same old story, they'll suck it dry
leave me with nothing
leave me to die
taken for granted and lost in the mix
misrepresented - forsaken - an

The worlds turned over and im waiting to fall
a day without rain is a day I cant recall (I can't recall)
my sanity uproots and I try to stay strong
but when lightning strikes it all goes wrong
stop and think and remember why - REMEMBER WHY
if we were meant to live why were we

I'm out of answers I can't explain this shit
What did I do to deserve this mess
Turmoil finds a way to plague my days
There's no way out of this fucked up place
I look ahead - maybe I'm just blind
Looking back - it fucks up my mind
My dreams are shattered
No words can

Pray - for death
I can't stop longing for a release
From this game of endless suffering
Still I keep taking more of the pleasures
That sustain illusion
Drink my life away because I can't free
Myself from the same day
Just to have a taste of what I could have
If I

I've been thinking it over
I've been thinking long and hard
like a knife that's been scraping
scraping away at my mind
FUCK IT ALL (3x)
I'm sick of finding excuses
I'm sick of feeling so down and out
a brick wall at a dead end
and im still trying to
smash my w

infected world upon it's own pedestal
diseased we are diseased we've always been
were just the joke the joke of existence
but still we try as if there was an end
through blood we wade as if we were perfect
someday the blood will choke us in our sleep
I've given in to all

Looking back to the day it went down
I felt it coming there was no doubt
Built up it's just too much of the bullshit
I just can't add up
I know your mind games and
I can feel the strain but it wont phase me
Because I've seen it all and felt it all
I realize there's no

I can't take this much longer
the emptiness is killing me
nothing lies ahead for me - NOTHING BUT AGONY
a piece of shit I sit and rot
there is no way to stop these thoughts
and I know I cannot - UNDO THE DAMAGE I"VE DONE
where's the love I once had inside
where's the

And with the best of times
just comes more miserable days
let it decay my mind
leave me in a cloudy haze
I can't seem to fill
this void in me
so I'll just keep
avoiding reality
I cant seem to fill
this void in me
so ill just drown
in misery
I think

Their dreams of richer days
never stood in my way
see through the empty words (im been here)
spitting up force fed fear
choking on my on tears
now I cant even care (im numb to the world)
you took an honest man
threatened to take all that you can
and now the blood

Still stand
They breed the kids to value what they say
fuel a desire for a different day
a fire burning up the truth inside (can't consume me 2x)
a hollow man living an empty life (that won't be me 2x)
no not me I wont be weak
rip apart the thickest skin
I'll stand un

I've toppled over and im tumbling down
I've hit the floor so hard I broke the ground
my hands are shaking and my heads a mess
and I can't stop the pounding in my chest
reaching, bleeding, helpless, needing, something, to save me, kill me, take me away
is there a light at the

You're so quick
To manipulate you seemed so sincere
But you turned out so fake
You're so quick
To judge who you meet throwing
Around insults like you can't be beat
I'm so sick
Of all your shit breaking your word
Every chance that you get
I'm so sick
Of hea