Nothing feels right,
But my fake smiles paint pictures like everything's fine.
Sheep like what they're told,
So they've got spindles spinning bad songs into gold.
And who decides what's wrong or right to like?

When the puzzle pieces twist,
And seem like they won't fit t

I swear I can't stand this place
and whats becoming of me
the longer I have to stay
I want to think all unthinkable things
and say what I shouldn't say
I need a change

With that said I'm leaving today
I've got some concrete ideas
and they've been paving my way t

A long December and those reasons to believe
Maybe this year will be better than the last
I can't remember the last thing that you said as you were leaving
Now the days go by so fast

And it's one more day up in the canyon
And it's one more night in Hollywood
If you thin

Cut, cut, cut, cutting myself down to pieces
Too hard on myself it would seem
That everyone could see myself worth beneath

I'll take a stand devise plans
Figure it out
I'll take my cuts and stitch them up
With sutures of pure cement and
And I've realized

There

empty fields move me so much more then rooms filled up with friends
the way the trees look dead
reminds me that theres more to life then living
maybe giving ups not bad, but part of letting go of you

if i surrender to this feeling maybe all the aches
and pains will go and i

Begin my downfall Cause I met another person And this time she says that she likes me And I like her eyes So in advance for when I fail I wanna say I'm sorry Pictures Without pictures of you

Begin my downfall
Cause i met another person
And this time she says that she likes me
And i like her eyes
So in advance for when i fail i wanna say i'm sorry

Pictures
Without pictures of you
My wallet has never looked so empty before

I want to rub between your

Theres a voice in my head telling me why I should hate you, but I hate myself instead
Theres a pair of dead eyes in the mirror looking back at me
I guess its wrong to live life

Chorus:
Scars are tearing open along my palms and knees
I guess thats what I should get for crawl

There's a voice in my head telling me why I should hate you,
But I hate myself instead.
There's a pair of dead eyes in the mirror looking back at me.
I guess its wrong to live life so lifelessly.

Scars are tearing open along my palms and knees.
I guess thats what I should g

You, you never call
You never write me or nothing
I set myself up to fall
I was stupid then to try
And i'll live in a lie
I made a fantasy world but the hero won't win this time
'cause your pipedream gets flushed away

By all means i'm getting mad
That don't mean

I wonder
If I said the right things
Would this wound have bled so much
Words are all that we have left for us

I wonder
Why you had to be in such a rush
I'll march into my graveyard and bury you now
The last man standing
But not the last one laughing
While wo

Measure me in metered lines
And one decisive stare
The time it takes to get from here to there
My ribs that show through t-shirts
And these shoes I got for free
I'm unconsoled
I'm lonely
I am so much better than I used to be

Terrified of telephones
And shopp

I've spent too much time
Picking up pieces I've left behind
For months you've been mine
Still doesn't make it alright

I fell deaf to everything you said
I didn't mean to but you ask for it
I meant everything I said
We're through now cause you bring me down </

Baby Britain feels the best
Floating over a sea of vodka
Separated from the rest
Fights problems with bigger problems
Sees the ocean fall and rise
Counts the waves that somehow didn't hit her
Water pouring from her eyes
Alcoholic and very bitter
For someon

I stand on the edge of the earth
Unsure of my footing at first
I wait for a breeze to send me down
I can't pretend I wasn't hoping just a bit
To get blown off this tower
Of broken dreams stacked up like bricks

What desperate minds do in desperate times
Make it worse

I've been brushed to the side
I've been taken for rides
He said I'm gunna do fine
But I never knew why

I thought I could still make it
How do we say it
I just wanted it in the worst way

My life is such a wreck
I finally realize
I got battle scars, battle s

The night we met
I knew i needed you so
And if i ever had the chance
I'd never let you go
So won't you say you love me
I'll make you so proud of me
We'll make 'em turn their heads
Every place we go
So won't you please

Be my, be my baby
Be my little baby<

Well I could be brief
But what would that change?
I just beg to borrow time
Adding minutes to my life
To long for something I can't buy
And I try to look like I'm fine
But there's proof in every phrase
And these rings around my tired eyes say something's gotta change<

You're way too beautiful girl
That's why it'll never work
You'll have me suicidal, suicidal
When you say it's over
Damn all these beautiful girls
They only wanna do your dirt
They'll have you suicidal, suicidal
When they say it's over

See it started at the park<

When I used to be a little kid I used to go
Every saturday afternoon to the picture show
I looked up at the screen my life was so serene
I lived through every dream with my movie queen
Betty Grable
Three-Hundred howling kids would always pack the house
But they just came