When you're with another man inside another home
Do you adapt to the walls?
Do you adapt to the walls?
I found the newspaper thumbin' my hands through
Doing another dance, doing what I could
With it don't, you gotta leave me alone
And I wondered if you still lived at home

Can't find the forest,
too stuck on trees.
but now you're invested,
so I'm left pretending,
its all I can see

I asked for a window
to open my cell
you came as kaleidoscopes
climbing, colliding
you came as yourself

whether I'm ready
is not up to me<

Nothing feels the same since you got home
Someone swapped the pictures on our wall
Photos of evaporated men
Torn up bodies thrown across the sand
There's nothing worse than losing your arm

She's been really great since I got back
I'm afraid she knows I'm off the map

Baby shoes, never used
Thought of you until it happened to us too
Jennifer, I have heard
You made it through, you finally moved
That's good for you

I'm a dog, I'm a bird
I'm a rat, and you're detached from all the words
I'm a dick, you're around
I am bound and t

The second half, right?

We started a fire
That was never supposed to burn out
You started a band
That was cool for awhile, but it turned pretty bland.

I started a fight
With the neighbor next door
And his pesky wife
You started a job
That you hate when you

I don't mind
I made this decision
so we
could never grow

Would never grow

I can see
hidden evidence
that she

Could never show
Should never show

Oh

You never show
You never grow

I spent the entire last month
thinking of ways to s

Styrofoam cup of mud in my good hand,
Disembodied voice of God in the trash can
Eyes in the ashes, feeling for the future
Sleeping through the steak-out,
Researching the rumor.

A mile, A motor, A mattress, A memory.
First you were embarassed,
But how could you not b

I arrived with no shoes
Without a name, without a use
I tried to talk it out of you
Just because I found it's best,
To keep it quiet and keep it still

You sat without your clothes
Without a name, without a home
And I love the weirdness of it all
So I stalled,

We slept for close to seven hours
All the way to your dad's basket case.
I didn't catch the final score
So I prayed that we'd sink a few more.
And I didn't mind and you didn't seem to
Mind about me, but I was wrong.
Who wouldn't fear to leave it all
'Cause it's gonna

McCarren Park when your body gave ground
1 o'clock, June 6, sun out
God hid in amphetamine waves
Margaritas & disposable days

We folded arms & I felt your heart hum
Speedy eyes & I want what I want
The truth, cut with adrenalized fear
Cashed baggies in o

All the lake houses were moving
They were spinning around in the lake
They were shark-infested waters
They were dangerous places to play

You approached me like a brother
Told me, all that you see isn't true
A shark pops out of the water
A crucifix carved in his toot

I felt like somebody somewhere could see
My dad and Russell running through the woods of lost creek
Oh it’s a shame Jessica never got clean,
You know the last time I saw her was honestly awful for me
Lately on Sundays he started to sleep,
Trading in on your fathers theology

We passed 800 miles talking
Circles about living with loss
You said your sense of humor's
Always helped you get above & across
Every hurdle, every chasm,
Every shocking & unspeakable blow
Just proves the universe is chaos
So you laugh to clear the lump
Fro

With my dominant hand,
I steer the ship towards the future
With my eyes full of sand, I make a myth of the mess
Through desert blinders and cataracts, grab the battle axe
let the faith outfox the fear
Snap off the string, go clear

(No reward)
Snap off the string, go

Draw your five short breaths and pretend it’s meditation
Shower head higher power give me patience
Make me nobody’s robot make me nobody’s slaughtered lamb
Delivery me from evil and open me as best you can

Playin cracked guitar for the Boston Occupation
Get your blindfold d

Petit Mort, i asked you for an answer
Petit Mort, i sang until you slept
Petit Mort, you took yourself, you bastard
Petit Mort, now sleeping's all that's left

you took apart the sympathetic angle
when you catered to the bitterness inside
aligned yourself with depths I c

Dont move
I only think the truth unless it you
Dont move
I tried to be the best and there's no proof
Please move
Its a long time coming
A long time making you
I hope that it will get the best of
And I didn't know you wouldnt have
The key to the end of it all

Bare breasted, you make love in the turret
I feel each single thrust that you take
And in silence I watch on from the bastion
Entranced, I make myself look away
And bare breasted making love in the turret
I've never loved nobody other than you
And in silence, I can feel t

My love has gone away
Packed up her bags and then boarded that plane
And I guess that the time I figured you'd wait
Teary face, leaky breath, a bitter taste

Tripped out for 600 years
Who would have thought I'd make it last year?
In a way it makes sense that I died and r

You born bad, I am the after party
Skeptic threat, you moved to San Francisco
Now, I want it all. You wanted extra money,
I lost it all. I lost it all.
Now I know, it's good to be alone.
It's good to be alone
It's so good to be alone.
My surprise, who thought you had