The engine speaks and I'm wide awake.
Somewhere past the signal of an ending I still remain.
Dropped down, let go, right next to an emptiness.
Held back, repressed, because of a bitterness.
Crossed out, remote, despite what the public says.
That's not what they meant.

G

A graduation comes
An awkward end to a cause
dedicated to doubt
But dedication is not enough
to songs we've already sung

(oh)

In ceremony and loss
Prove a chance to belong
What am I allowed
Do I
Do I
Do I
Do I really belong?

Will the day

Through you I see the truth
Through you I can see it
Through you I see the truth
Through you I believe it
Through you I see the truth
Through you I can see it
Through you I can feel the truth
Through you I can feel it

I sought it out
Eighteen ours of my day
I had to know
Become exposed
To what I faced
My everyday
The pit inside me
Was eating me up
With the window wide
I had to jump
Incomplete
Discovery
With the box open wide
The fire ignites

I learned

I read the news today oh boy
About a lucky man who made the grade
And though the news was rather sad
Well I just had to laugh
I saw the photograph.
He blew his mind out in a car
He didn't notice that the lights had changed
A crowd of people stood and stared
They'd

Don't put me off
'Cause I'm on fire
And I can't quench my desire
Don't you know that
I'm burning up for your love
You're not convinced
That that is enough
I put myself in this position
And I deserve the imposition
But you don't even know I'm alive
And ther

Cancer beat
You and me
Let's trust in it to take us away

Do you want to get out of this?
Are you looking for some kind of answer?
Well, stop all that thinking and get to the fall down
Place yourself in the hands of the sickness
But only if you're positive
Are yo

Too fucking lazy
To have any courage
I reap the results
Take a look around and see
All I have
Ignoring all reason and any sense
I'm the exception
The rule is a lie
I clouded my head
Always taking the easy
I bought all protection
I could have been smart

I'm creeping up from behind.
I'm closing in on mine.
I'm holding out for my first.
I'm living up to my word.
I'm staring down at the pride.
I never could seem to find.
No matter how long it takes.
I swear I won't go away.
I say that because
I don't want to sit

I have decided
That what I see on the T.V.
And what I read in those magazines
Means nothing to me
I am free from everything and anything you want me to believe
Cancellation has come and I'm pulling out
Dismissal
It's not going to happen anymore
I've been through i

Everything seemed ok
But growing older things started to change
Friends and ideals fade away
Deviation from hope and ambition
As they start the adult transition
Never achieved
So now they appease
Don't want to be like that
As they become
Everything they fought

When the chemical kicks. Explode. I'm just like dyn-o-mite!
Struck by a rage inside I know I cannot fight.
Damaged controls. The relapse reunion.
About-face. Then the chronic confusion.
I never know when it's going to come.
I never see when it's all about to hit me.
From

He is the reason
He is the cause
Loss of all feeling
It's all a part
A part of his call
Hiding from freedom
Bound to the wall
Persuading the faithless
Encourage the fall

You are everything I need
Everything to me

She is the reason
She is the ca

I want to explore.
I put on my space suit
over my ape suit
and I'm into the unknown.
I'm so far away
and nothing has changed.

Five fingers on my hand.
I can't adapt or understand.
Has nature gone and ruined me?
Questions of man.
Political or chemical.

I apply the hardest of drives
From the cold in me
The wealth of these wires
[Low-end technology]
The last of my strength
Insecurity
All the hope that I have
What you think of me

I find the least likely inside of me
I hold the least likely inside of me

Down in the dumps feeling like a piece of shit.
I'm doing nothing and I'm starting to get used to it.
I respond in a total waste of all my time. The wait is painful.
Days pass that I don't remember. Kept still.
I have no sense of what I am now or why I should even care.

I d

We build from experience
We go on
because we know there's nothing more than wanting a conquest
to hold on when you know there's something worth the waiting
this is a part of me I understand now
no I cant control
the wonder of it all- show me your feelings
Don't tell m

He will not forgive
He will not forget
He will not concede
He will not relent
He will not release none
He will not accept
He will not believe
He will not respond
He will not comply
He will not move on
He will no longer wait
He will no longer take it

I don't need anyone cause I've got my stupid stuff
but maybe I think too much about street signs and parking lots.
I never read the words. I just look for the shape.
I got no attention span. Thrown off by shiny things.

Same routes and restaurants, I got a place of my own.
I

Bigger and bigger
Expansion expanding
Division dividing
The numbers demanding
Affliction afflicting
Consuming the victim
Addiction addicting
Defining destruction

Increase it

Billions and billions
The masses keep praying
Profit the motive
The ma