Come on let me kiss you like a boy does
A societal opinion, it's poison, ugh
If I could take you outside for a second
Hold my laugh while I change my sweater
Am I insane in the brain, am I stoned, am I lonely
Take a year, I'll get to know me
Take a lifetime, how you know

I watch a film from beginning to end
But it doesn't entertain me, it just hurts my head
I don't wanna go out and see my friends
They used to make me happy, now they bore me to death
So I just smoke weed every single night
And I feel so tired, but I don't get high
I can't

My wildest dreams always come true
So I'm dreaming wildly about you
And I'm nothing if not persistent
So I'll think us into existence

Oh, the things I could do
In a hotel room all alone with you
That I can't say out loud
But I think of them looking at your mouth

This is the story I wrote
When my teeth were weak from too much sugar
Like they might fall out
Like I might lose my mind
Sad in the color white
And as innocent as balancing sanity on my knees

I read the rules before I broke them
Then I kissed the prom queen
And

My biggest flaw is a total lack of self-control
I have a sadness that I can't console
I only had a drink to escape my thoughts
Saying flaws don’t make you special, they just make you flawed
What doesn’t kill you makes you wish that it had
And good things happen to people that

I speak in grey to match the shade on the inside of my brain
I decay when my tongue touches the edges of your name
White lies are coloured by context
And oh my God, I've lost my innocence
I can't believe what you've done to me
Can't you see that I'm on my knees?
You look

I speak in grey to match the shade on the inside of my brain
I decay when my tongue touches the edges of your name
White lies are coloured by context
And oh my God, I've lost my innocence

I can't believe what you've done to me
Can't you see that I'm on my knees?
You loo

I speak in grey to match the shade on the inside of my brain
I decay when my tongue touches the edges of your name
White lies are coloured by context
And oh my God, I've lost my innocence
I can't believe what you've done to me
Can't you see that I'm on my knees?

You loo

I'm wasting my time
Trying to find
Romance online
But it seems like love's meant to be
For everybody
Unless you are me
So maybe I'll die alone
Watching a film at home
Comparing myself to all the pretty people on my phone

Maybe that's how it ends
Just lay

On the coastline, in the water
Your mirage is like a stalker
I should push him off the cliffside
'Cause he's colouring my insides ocean blue
And everywhere I look, I look at you
It's true
Up in my imagination, I rehearse our conversations
And at least I'm never lonely

I thought to give this to you like a parting gift
But then why?
Are no words pretty enough to you?
I think the world of them
And these are some of my most significant ones

I'm the writer, but you're the poem
You're the window on the train back home
I look at life, b

I wanna know where he goes on the weekend
I wanna know how he acts in front of his friends
Does he ever have trouble sleeping?
And does he ever got dude believing?
I wanna know what his lips taste like
Are they usually stained by cigarettes like mine?
And the adult film i

Contemplation makes me sick
I'll pretend you don't exist
Don't condemn me, deal with it
Knowledge, I'm so bored of it

I swear ignorance is bliss
Stupidity is a gift
Now that I'm a solipsist
Your point of view changes shit

The art of knowing is knowing what to

I'm almost 25, but I feel like I'm 17
I don't eat greens and never keep my bedroom clean
I don't care about politics, I never read the news
I just stay up late, procrastinate and watch cartoons
And when I'm tying my laces, I still make two bunny ears
And I watch all my friend

I can't get my shit together
I take pills, I don't get better
Coming down under the pressure
Maybe I'm just not that clever
I am just an organism
Stuck inside the mechanism
I can't trust my intuition, it's been lost to pessimism

I'm not fine
Lost my damn mind

I know that pain can take me places that love has never been
I know the company I keep is just a reflection of me
I know instead of getting wasted, I should be getting clean
'Cause when I tried to drown my sorrows, the fuckers learned to breathe
Underwater, second daughter syndro

Death and guns and beating the gay kids up
It doesn't happen to you, so why you give a fuck?
If you can go online just to become
The identity that you construct?

Yeah! Let's warp the standard of beauty
So none of our little sisters want to eat
Yeah! That's fucking cool,

Welcome to the world online
I hope you don't mind using up all of you're spare time
Looking at a small device
That turns your best friends back into people you don't recognize

Anyone with a ring light can turn the fifteen seconds of fame into the good life
They don't even h

I wanted to go outside
I thought about it then I got too high
It's funny - I'm always online
But if you reach out I will never reply
And I reckon that's why I've got no friends
People get mad when they're left on read
No matter I've got my bed
And real big dreams but

Who would you be if there was nobody watching?
How many parts of your identity are you squashing down
Just to toe the societal line?
And why do people that you've never laid your eyes on define

Your taste, your weight and the way you dress?
Do you even know the people that