I never would have pictured this
your head just above the water
and all the Saturdays you've missed
I just can't wait no longer
you are
the definition of
everything I hate
about new jersey

Collapse at the thought of you
It seems that accidents only happen on nice days
I should've forgot my seatbelt
Are you running home from me or everything?
It's true that waking up next to you made me think of every time
I should've stapled your mouth shut
You just never s

I'll simplify your character
Fill you up with gasoline to see if your flesh still burns
I watch you swing above me with a knot against your chin
Now so patiently i watch you gasp for me
There's no more air in here
With all the time you waste with how this could have been

Rope burns on my neck are deeper in my wrists
As you hang above the light switch on my wall
To me the only things that remain are memories of the greenest eyes i've seen
And last december my sweet
Summer never seemed this cold to me
Consider this my apology
It's like pull

She said with wandering eyesproceed with failing in sights
Don't cover up my arms
With your bloody insides
And in the hall where i first fell
Im hardly nearly able
And if you're not comfortable
Than why the hell are you still here
Falling face down to the curb
Sor

my throat bleeds to know the truth
talking hasn't resolved a thing
my eyes no longer see through you
your wall has held me

No need for alcohol
Because i've said it all
And i'll take you for a ride
Anywhere that you want to go
And the insignificance
Of this embarrassment
I accidently blacked out on the words you might have said
Understand
That holding your hand
Brings me back to au

In the worst wayi'd love to see how you'd react
The look on your face
Don't be shy because angels stab in sequence
Don't let my
Legs grow tired
From walking in circles
That you left here
Don't invite me in
Your silly words i don't comprehend
Don't invite me in

seperate her head from torso with the
dullest blade. ill maintain a .18 ( nine
shots to the brain). its getting harder
to get you off my clothes and in my car,
but when we get there the wings cut off your
back you wont get far.
anticipate the fall of limbs her arm a

It seems these wrists are made of concrete
Does this make sense
Or should i repeat myself again?
A little more clearly
All this time i have wasted
Making up a reality
You'd think i'd get it by now
You think it would sink in somehow
Just waiting for anything at all

A dumpster will slove this
Before resolve
I think i'm better off
Morning after cut the cake in all fairness i'm the one to blame
Exaggerating you're not considerate
This drink's on you holding to sumit
Come on and kill me this is my final offer
I still feel sorry abou

We've talked our tongues off
And watched our gums swell
In the light of making sense
I stumbled in
And you've described it as
Moving faster than
You and me the first time we met
How did we get all undressed
So wake up smiley face
There's one more thing i hate

You're old news
The way you act the way you flip your mood swings so briefly and stumble back to consciousness
I can't believe what you said, but i know some day you'll be here in this box that i made for you
It's almost too soon for this feeling of weaker eyes conceating my loathing

The only thing to see you gone is suicide and alcohol
The more i'm drinking you away the longer you seem to stay
Answer these questions with a shot
Answer these questions with a bottle
I'm waiting
I can't seem to make you dissapear
Long nights, drunk fights and you're sti

Swill, Swill....Drinking you away.

Cover me up in the wake of this passed year.
Complaing when there's too much ice, the watered down will soon sufice.

It seems to be your the only one who mistreats me.
Taking back the 8% you constantly drill in my head.

Swill, Swi

My face as
Red as the blade
Looking in your eyes
I see you feel the same
But as i remember
Around this time last summer
Your hands to your side
Held by the knot i tied
And it takes more
Convincing to get
Yourself out of this
You've sunk this far in it<

Don't be afraid
I'm here to comfort you with all this new found stress
So take this knife
Across your neck and watch to slice the bitterness
Time will only call on yesterday
The perfect place would be right here on your bedroom floor
So write your note and brush your teet

Underlining
words unspoken
time just filled my empty glassthis foreign movie
like you and me
she speaks
I can't explain

disappear in my glass of confidence, it seems that im obsessed. with filling up with alcohol to get me through it all. 53 in a 25, driving on the wrong side of the line. this time i made it out alive.
blacktop mattress. steel against the tree. a mailbox down, im out, laughing at my company.