Hung from a rope of regret
Each thread for a tear shed
But this is just a dream
An emphasis on reality
A nightmare worse than hell
Which is a knife cutting me open
You caressed my heart in your gentle hands
Then tore it out to be placed on a platter
And fed to the

Undying black cloud blocking my eternal sun
Will there ever be a tomorrow I won't regret?
My lungs fill with loss
And fear sews my lips shut
A picture motivates me
I close my eyes and dream of a bright dawn
When will she wake me to this?
I don't know how long my heart

To love is to suffer
But something we suffer without
Distance suposably makes the heart grow fonder
If that's true then mine is as fond as they get
But I'm still dying to see you
So, in these times I think of perfection to brighten my day
I think of you
And find mysel

The wind against me
Each life that passes by
Gives me another chance to die
There are so many opportunities
To turn off this switch
Give up on everything, close our eyes
And rot away with a kiss to dirt found six feet under
But I push on
And when the negatives bui

The sun disappeared that bitter night
Where all i felt was the fear that my assassin lurked in each shadow
The night that my heart was so loose that a slight breeze almost tore it free
I collected all of my hopes and dreams and kissed them away
Sealed with a whisper of save me

Today I saw the light
I have become
A newborn angel in flight
Free and loving
Your love everlasting
You are the force that drives me forward
The rise of the sun
The beauty in the face of the moon
Every second I am closer to forever
Someday I'll leave
Leave

You can go ahead and try
But my faith can't be beat
When were dead you won't be the one to live on
I've placed myself in a heart you shot
One more glimpse at me, and you'll wish
Wish you and taken that last breath and backed down
Before you stood up to me and got beat dow

I put my heart down and you ripped it up
I put my hopes on the table and you pushed them off
You've started a new fad
Danced to a new rhythm
Heart equals target in your eye
Tears are real
Loss is real
The trigger is real
And you pulled it so fast
The bullet be

How can I fly on these wings?
When they're broken and even if they do heal
These old rusted nails still hold them down
I can't put an end to these burdens
When my wounds don't get a chance to mend
You ended us
You buried love
What more do you want form me?
I am ru

So tell me
When you look at a blank piece of paper
Do you only read the nothing you see?
Or do you look at the anything it could be?
Look for that perfect blend of words and colors
Let go of that distant white not even found
In the beauty of the dullest rose
Dream of

I said your name and my dreams slowly burned
I thought of our first kiss and my heart ceased
I'm sick of feeling regret
Why did I say all of those things I said?
When I didn't mean them
Now I'm left trying to pull free from under my skin
The un-beating burden that lodged

How delicate is our fate
Elegant is our hate
Like a dried out rose used to mark the end of our book
Distance separated by a flame that we are all drawn to
Tears cannot vanquish this life set ablaze
So we dance along the misshaped line of one thousand soldiers at war with them

This infection runs deep
Runs straight through my blood
I can't keep it contained
And I find that even the thickest hearts
Can get burnt to a crisp
So I float away, float back to her
She rebuilds my heart with fake smiles
Then tears it down with one piercing gesture

Here we stand
Face to Face
Our fears to the door
Vengeance is in bloom
And I can see that
Inside your heart there is no love
No compassion
There is only greed inside of you
We seek something different
Yet we are the same
This love brought us together and o

This is not a game
It's a fight for life
So much mistrust
Innocence destroyed
For no reason
Broken hearts
Kill another
Broken dreams
Kill another
Broken lungs
Kill another
And when they die, no one cries
And my eyes are swollen shut
From all of

So bend your lips to the curves of that fake smile you used so many times
I fall over and over again
My face at your feet
Dying there my lips will be pressed against them
I always bent my back from this burden of you
I've shaped these problems into the sharpest blade
And

This is my apology
To the love I let go
I didn't realize that love is not like a boomerang
There is no throw and return
Throw and loose unless forgiven
I know I led myself to my grave
But the thing everyone is deceived about
Is that misery can be a good thing
I kn

With a past as lonely as mine it's hard to ever believe in a happy ending
But now there is a clear and beautiful picture of you in my future
A picture that sings in the most soothing tone of hope, trust, joy, and something that up to now I've never known or understood
But now it seem

Climb out of your hole
Were not living in black and white
You can't forget the times
When memories weigh as heavy as these
Enough that when you try to fly
They grasp and snap your wings
The book is back on the shelf
And the pages are committing suicide
There is no

I search for destruction, life
Somewhere safe to live
A courageous way to die
A heart lost to a kiss
The pain from an angel
Not to see her again
To be with her forever
I long for war
I crave a peaceful state
I want to find a ghost's lost soul
I crave blood