Let me down
An ending that I'm used to
You think that you can relate
But I can see it now
You don't know the things
That I have been through
The stories always the same
And I never change

Words are so meaningless
I feel myself exhale them
Nobody ever lis

I can't stomach the thought
It's sickening
I burned the bridges
That you made for me
So why would you put up with me
I've broken every form of trust
That you could build
With a boy who's fatherless

Anyone else would
watch from a distance
As I drown mysel

Splintering into the very fibers
Of who I once was
I'm disappearing like a fog
It isn't easy to recognize me

I was born from the dirt
To dirt is where I will return
This is self medicated therapy
This is who I never wanted to be
Smoked out by the thief in me

I can't believe I let you in
I let you win for so long
You had a hold so tight on me
I could hardly breathe

I was afraid that with
Every step I'd take
A sleeping giant I'd awake

Just keep on running your mouth
It doesn't matter, it's over now

You can say

Poison are the thoughts within me
Kerosene is the blood that I bleed
Liar is the voice that blinds me
My call to faith is a contagion of hypocrisy

Let me out
I plead insanity
I tied my freedom to a black hole within me

Poison are the thoughts within me
Kerosen

This house is broken
And it's all because of you
So take the blame and just leave
Like you always do
I'll be the man who stays
To clean up every mess you make
I'll bury every single memory
You tried to break

So walk away
I've wasted way too many nights
J

You say it doesn't affect you
Who do you think you are, someone special?
You've exposed yourself for so long
Now you're crippled by it
(Your life is crippled by a twisted vision)
You can't live like this forever
Do you even realize how blind you've become?
I never tho