This portrait of our past fades ever slowly
painted
tainted by our own hands
a masterpeice now forgotten
our work of art
can you paint this shattered heart?
shades of red and gray line my heartstrings
but theyve snapped and i'll use them as a noose
an artists drea

the sky was perfect on the night we met
thunderstorms seemed so far away
sunlight shining through my window
showed that I had no reason to be afraid
about the future and what we had in store
but now theres been an accident
our bodies contorted and distorted from the
b

I had such an amazing dream
you and i were dancing, or so it seemed
every word you spoke fell so smooth
like every note
yeah, you smiled when you saw me
but its all in the air you breathe
knowing that you breathe with me
its all in those things you see
knowing tha

Take the sunset and paint it with a darker shade of red or maybe something elegant to match the color of your blouse
So douse yourself in cheap perfume and lets sit alone in your room with the lights turned down low
I know, i know,
Things arent as perfect as they seem
What seems

My eyes watch you ease your way to his side Slowly, effortlessly placing a knife in myhand You, you never, never broke the skin, it was me who held the blade as I pushed it through my spine, and now I

my eyes watch you ease your way to his side
slowly, effortlessly placing a knife in myhand
you, you never, never broke the skin, it was me who held the blade as i pushed it through my spine, and now i pull it from the wound as it gasps for air, leaving me to wonder why do i do this to my

somebody take a picture
I just want to stay this way forever
live inside a picture frame and watch the world change around me
I want to stay innocent and free
thats my philosophy
the world doesn't work that way you would always say
it takes you by the wrist and thro

Tonight, tonight I'll meet you
Underneath the stars...
I'll sing you something so beautiful
To spark the fireworks hidden behind your eyes
I'll sing you something short and sweet
To light the fire for your fuse
The sky will scream in reds and blues
I'll make tonight s

you deserve only the best
a silver bullet shot straight through your chest
so you wont infest my dreams tonight
(your my biggest mistake, my biggest regret)
now on the darkest night when the moon is full and the stars are standing still
i'll have to kill what i created...

Dear you,
Do you remember that starless night some September?
When we sat out on my back porch with all of our Pokemon cards
Back before we knew of life and the things that it could do
You told me then that we'd always be best friends
And you gave me that Clefairy as a sign o

can you stand in the heat and not get burnt by the street
can you stand on your own and say that your not alone
can you stand when i stare at your golden brown hair
can you stand how i write all these songs about you (well is that alright. is that alright yeah)
i dont want you to

this sickness seeps over every cell and every pore
creeping up and down my veins, silent murder
the face in the mirror shatterd when it fell
maybe im too far gone to tell, this is the end
all alone in my room with a crimson blade
its my private tomb in which i cannot be saved

and oh my god
this stabbing feeling is killing me
up and down my spine, how can i ever say i'm fine?
my head begins to spin and my gut turned inside out and now i'm spilling on the floor....
...this sick sick dream has been tearing at the seams of my skull, tempting to tear it in

"Compassionate winter
Embrace me in your web of white
As the frozen sunset sheds the light
From my blackened lips"

A sunset falls over a silent scene as I fall into cocaine dreams
Of a day when the world turns over just for me
Cool mountain air seeps through my bones, b

maybe if this car had crashed I wouldn't have to listen to all those pointless words from those loveless lips of yours
you said so much but i've never heard a word, other than goodbye, so goodbye, its better of this way
this sleepless vacation only proves some things aren't as beautiful

Hello again
My dearest friend
It's been so long since I've heard your voice
Left to have an awkward conversation with the dial tone
Just another simple reminder of how it feels to be alone
How does it feel to be alone?

It seems like forever has passed us by
And left

Your beautiful to me, Emily
I know you would never feel the same things but im not here to pour my heart out or whisper words to you
I just want to say your beautiful
Your amazing in so many ways
like a star shining bright in the sky i wish i could fly to reach out and touch you<

cut me out of your photographs
and erase every word
close your eyes and when you wake up
i hope your happy
left with empty letters lined with empty words
you wont even remember
the time we spend together
it all seems so meaningless now
i hope you blame yourself

To feel the grace of spring upon our lips
Is like the simple echo of a breeze
Dancing off scen'ry, dancing off the trees,
I traced your silent lifelines with the tips
Of my fingers as the water did drip
Past rocks of that river, past them with ease,
How perfect the moment

your lacerating lips lain upon mine for the last time
painful papercuts strewn across my gums
your such a pretty example of a picture perfect portrait painted with my blood from each time i kissed your photo goodbye...
...goodbye lover, im dripping myself dry, no more tears i'll xxxx