This ignorance is catching up with me
Dragging me down, disrupting my thoughts constantly
I'm sick of these games, I don't know what to do
I'll somehow find that way to disappoint you

(Like a needle through the heart)It hurts me so bad
(Like a needle through the heart)I can

With this blade in hand
I think of everything i cant understand
I wanna take the next step
But my fears catch up with me
Put it slowly to the ground
I realize I'm safe and sound
This can only happen in my deep sleep
Only in my dreams

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