Vanish

Nailed down to another day
Crawling through the world at 6:00am
Half inside your open head
Half awake inside your half dead body
The whole world watching
The beauty that was you disappear
Draining ever so slowly
Into the back of your throat
Hollowing from the inside out, your soul
Half inside your open head
Half awake inside your half dead body
Into the thing you hate the most
Swallowing lies, choking on the truth
Absorbing the eyes the blur becomes you
Blood rush, pounding, draining, bleeding
Over and over
The whole world watching
The beauty that was you disappear
Draining ever so slowly
Into the back of your throat
Hollowing from the inside out, your soul
Half inside your open head
Half awake inside your half dead body
Into the thing you hate the most
I can see everything laid out in front of me
Feel the addiction now feeding inside of me
Eating away all that i love about me
I can't say no…..
Lost in the echoing sound of yourself
The taste in the back of your mouth is the truth
Imagination collapses under the weight of itself
Over and over
The whole world watching
The beauty that was you disappear
Draining ever so slowly
Into the back of your throat
Hollowing from the inside out, your soul
Half inside your open head
Half awake inside your half dead body
Into the thing you hate the most
Born again (repeat)