Solitary Forever

I'm done being open
With myself
With my life
With my thoughts
I've tried being honest
With the ones that I thought I loved

Every time I'm trying
I'm weak
I'm just a failure
Every day I'm dying
Every time I look in the fucking mirror

Alone, solitary, useless, forever
Alone, solitary, useless, forever
Alone, solitary, useless, forever
Alone, solitary, useless, forever

I lay confined to my bed
The lights are bright and there's voices in my head
They tell me constantly to believe that there's nothing more to live for
I stand somehow I'm not dead
The knife is so sharp and my blood is so red

Just do it
Just do it
It'll be over soon
Just do it
Just do it
It'll be over soon

Leaving me out do dry
My fate is set so why do I even try
In the dark I'm stuck in the mud
I bite my tongue just to taste the fucking blood

Alone, solitary, useless, forever
Alone, solitary, useless, forever
Alone, solitary, useless, forever
Alone, solitary, useless, forever

Take me to my special place
My wrists cut and a nurse in my face
Let me live inside this house
Without a bullet or a gun in my mouth
Fuck

Alone, darkness, solitary, forever
Alone, darkness, solitary, forever
Alone, darkness, solitary, forever
Alone, darkness, solitary, forever